desires / fillie

garden

(don't mind most of the lyrics of the song hahaha)

millie's pov

i wake up in the same position i fell asleep in, with "shirtless finn." its a saturday, so i'm not worried.
i lift my head up and rest my chin on his chest.
he's still sleeping, and i smile at how cute he looks. i rest my head back down where it was, and i look at his torso.
he has a "v" indentation at the beginning of his pants. i smirk, and i trace the lines with my finger.
before i know it, i'm being turned over to lay on my back to face a smiling finn with bright red cheeks.

"that was one hell of a wake up, shortie." he says.

shortie? i like it.

i giggle and let him kiss me.

"i want to wear your shirt." i say.
he gives me a confused look, and gives me an oversized red and black flannel from his dresser drawer.

i take off my shirt and my pants, and when i look up, his eyes widen.
i give a smirk and pull it over my body with only my bra and underwear underneath.
the flannel reaches the middle of my thighs, like a dress.
before i have the chance to button it, he grabs my waist pulling me in for a kiss. he pushes me onto the bed, and i give a giggle while he kisses my neck.
"do you want to get coffee from downstairs?"
i ask between breaths of laughing.
"in a minute." he says, still kissing my neck.

his lips meet mine again, and his hands are on my bare waist. they trail down to my upper thigh, staying there. he leaves my lips but not for my neck, he starts kissing my chest and everywhere that my bra doesn't cover. i let out a small moan as he moves to my stomach and kisses my hip, and pecks my lips one last time and crawls off of me.

"that was.." i start.
"hot." he finishes.
we laugh, and walk into his kitchen.

i can't remember the last time i was this happy.

"there's a party tonight at noah schnapps house tonight. do you want to come with me?" he asks me.
"uh.. i've never been to a party before. i don't even know who noah is." i claim.
"it's fine, you'll be with me. besides, you can get to meet new people." he says, before taking a sip of his coffee. he's leaning against the island while i sit crisscrossed on the kitchen counter in front of him.
"i mean, i guess.." i start.
"you don't have to. but i think it'll be fun." he states.
i give in to his cuteness and say "okay i'll go."

i didn't realize that we slept in until noon today, and spent another few hours together. he told me the party started at 7, and it was almost 4 already. i grabbed my clothes from his room and walked into the bathroom for a mirror and changed.

shit. my black eye.

since i slept in the makeup i put on yesterday, it all wiped off. i started crying again, because i don't want to see him again. i asked finn if he could take me to my house and wait for me while i gathered my things for the party tonight, and to stay over again, because there is no way i'm staying with robert.

no. way.

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this chapter was also really heated lmao sorry not sorry