desires / fillie

me

hey, i didn't really feel like reading through this chapter but i felt like updating, so if theres a bunch of mistakes i'm really sorry haha.

finns pov

millie and i have to go back to school tomorrow.

we both missed almost a month and a half, but my mom understood the situation, so she didn't mind as much.

i don't know how millie feels about going back, probably not the best.

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today we went to the diner and had lunch with noah. i could see that she was happy. she deserves all the happiness in the world.

i love her laugh.

i love her kisses, her touch, and just,

her.

*the next day*

millie's pov

i woke up to finns alarm clock. i groan and press snooze.

i roll over to face him, and he's still sound asleep.

after failing at getting back to sleep, i get up out of bed and take a shower. i have to wear plastic wrap around my arms when i take showers now.

i come back to finns room to see him changing. he was in his regular black pants and a checkered polo shirt, rolling the sleeves and tucking it in his pants. i walked in and i did the same.

i changed into leggings and a short sleeve black crop top that met the top of my leggings, not really showing my stomach. i brush my hair and blow dry it using finns moms blow dryer.

i brushed it, leaving it down.

we drank coffee not really saying a word, and brushing our teeth. and with that, we were out the door.

we drove quietly to the school, taking in the morning air and cigarette smoke that filled our lungs.

finn walked me to my locker, and i stood there gathering my things. everyone stared at us, mostly at my arms.

of course they know.

i heard whispers around me, talking about how finn stayed with the 'suicide girl' and how i tried committing suicide because i wanted attention.

his hand rests on my back and hot tears roll down my face.

i was pulled away from my thoughts when i feel someone push me into the locker next to me.

iris.

"i'm sorry your little 'plan' didn't work out. it's a shame." she laughs.

"leave her the fuck alone, iris. you need to leave." it's noah, and he's standing up for me.

"and if i don't?" she says. smartass.

finn steps forward.

"if you don't, i won't just push you into a locker. i'll kill you." he was talking through his teeth, angrily.

i watch as she rolls her eyes and flips me off, walking away with her red heals.

"thank you." i say, as both finn and noah help me up to my feet.

they both walked me to first period, but i still got stares.

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