desires / fillie

dreaming of you

millie's pov

we drove to my house, and i got out. he asked if i wanted him to come with me, but i said no, because that would be embarrassing for him to see robert.

i walk in, and robert is sitting on the couch, with a beer in hand. he looks up at me, and anger flashes across his face.

"where the fuck have you been?!" he asks.
"a friends house. not like you care."

he runs towards me and slaps me across the face. i look back up at him with my mouth gaped open and my hand on my face where he hit me.

"what did i tell you about talking to me like that?!" he screams.
when i don't respond, he hits me again. i try to run, but he grabs my hand pulling my down the stairs causing me to fall flat on my face. he grabs my arm and starts punching me. hard. i get out of his grasp and head for the door. he yanks my arm again.

"you are not leaving this house you understand me?!"
ignoring him, i just run upstairs and get everything together. i run out the front door with robert behind me. finns head perks up and starts the car. i jump in, slamming the car door in roberts face.

finn quickly drives away, and i start to sob silently. he looks over to me, and holds my hand.

we get back to his house and we walk inside. i walk into the bathroom, still crying. i shut the door behind me, and i peel off my clothes. my razor flies out of my jacket, causing me to cry even harder. i'm stripped down to my bra and underwear, when i hear three knocks on the bathroom door. i open it to reveal finn looking into my sore eyes with his red and puffy ones. he pulls me into a hug and i sob into his shirt.

after i calm down, he walks out of the bathroom. i stare at the tiled wall feeling numb. the warm water runs through my hair and on my bare body.

i get out, and put on a new pair of underwear and a bra, walking into his room.

"how are you feeling?" he asks, clearly concerned.

"a little better." i say, as i slip on one of his big t shirts.
i crawl into bed with him and he holds me. it's 5:30 already, so i'm gonna take a half our nap.

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i wake up and sure enough, it's 6:00.
i climb out of bed, and look at the sleeping boy that i adore so much.

i step outside and light a cigarette.

after about 20 minuets, i walk back inside and change into a burgundy high waisted jean skirt, and a black off the shoulder long sleeved shirt that i tucked in. then i slid on black thigh-high heals and threw my hair up in a ponytail.

i brought my makeup, and since i actually have time to cover everything up, it looks more invisible now. i walked back into finns room and there he stood, shirtless.

he's a pretty one

his mouth gaped open at me, and slowly walked over to me, grabbing my waist and pulling me in. he kissed me, in a slow, passionate way. he pulls away and whispers in my ear, "you look beautiful."
i giggle and peck his neck before sitting on his bed.

after about another 10 minuets, we walk out of the house.

i hope tonight is worth it.

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okay i like this chapter but idk