you get me so high

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this will take place a month after.

millie's pov

i miss finn.
for as much as i hate him for what he did, i miss him. i miss his touch, his kisses, his warmth.

school hasn't been the best, either.
but tomorrow is the start of the second semester.
yes i miss him, but i don't want to have any classes with him.

robert came back about a week later, sober, telling me that he needed to "clear his head" for the week he was gone.
that's translated to "i was knocking up a bitch for a week because the sex was good."
he hasn't been hitting me as much, and he has been sober more often. he's still not a nice guy, but my birthday is in a few months.
hopefully i can go somewhere.

or just go with my original plan, and just disappear.

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it's 11pm and i crawl into bed.

i hope tomorrow will be okay.
no finn. please.

finns pov

i miss millie.
with everything that i am.
i miss her so much it hurts, i need her.

i wonder if she's doing okay, and if she still hates my guts.

i've gone through more cigarettes this month than i ever have.

there's so much pain.

my mom got back for her business trip, but i guess she has another one starting in a few days.

she's always gone.

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tomorrow is the beginning of the second semester.

i hope millie is in my classes.
maybe i could talk to her?

she blocked my number, so i can't call her or text her anymore. i really need to hear her voice. i know it hasn't been that long but at first i couldn't go a day without her, let alone a month.

i just want tomorrow to be good.

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alrighty so that was short n' sweet but next chapter will be better

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