i just got done crying my eyes out because this song is so freaking good wow.
everything that i said before the last chapter also applies to this one.
i know i already said it, but this one is worse than the last one.
sexual assault is not a joke.
stay safe!
hope you enjoy!!
ly!!
finns pov
millie and i sat in silence for a while.
she laid still, not really being able to love anyway.
"millie?" i ask, breaking the silence.
she hums in response, staring straight up at the ceiling.
"i just wanted to tell you that-"
i'm cut off by the big metal door swinging open.
jacob walks in, and unties millie.
she looks at me in surprise.
he walks over to me with her hands behind her back while he holds them.
he throws her onto her back on the floor.
"thought you'd want an 'up-close' show this time." he said.
no no no.
she begins to cry as he sits on her straddling his legs like last time.
she kicks and screams but he doesn't seem to budge. he's just barely far away enough to be out of reach for me to kick him.
"JACOB FUCKING LET HER GO YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" i'm screaming through my tears, spitting out any word i can think of.
he takes the bottom of her shirt and completely rips it with his bare hands, pulling it off of her flailing arms, revealing her light pink laced bra.
he kisses her chest grabbing her breast.
"YOU MOTHERFUCKER!" i scream louder.
i scream to the point where i can't even hear myself anymore. i can only hear millie's cries and screams for help.
i can't help her.
millie's pov
i lay on the cold floor a few feet away from finns feet, with jacob on top of me.
jacob touches me where i do not like to be touched.
especially not by him.
jacob moves down and pulls off my pants, not my underwear though.
"JACOB LEAVE HER ALONE YOU FUCKING CUNT!" finn is screaming so loud my ears almost bleed. every time i hear the pain in his voice, i cry more.
i hear the clacking of a belt being taken off. then i hear a zipper.
he's taking his pants off.
"finn...don't watch, okay? i love you." i say, enough to where he can hear me.
i feel my underwear being ripped off of me.
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i lay still on the cold floor again.
my bra is the only clothing on my body.
jacob left, without feeling the need to tie me back up.
finn on the other hand, is still tied up.
i lay there feeling extremely numb.
mentally, and physically.
i don't feel the need to cry, i just stare.
finns sobs fill the empty room.
"i'm so sorry," he sobs over and over.
i just lay there.
not moving a bit.
after a couple seconds i pull on my underwear, and my leggings. my shirt lays in the corner where jacob threw it, after he ripped it in half.
i lay back down in my same spot, and now i begin to cry. i lay on my side facing finn, resting my head on my bent arm. my head turns and i dig my nose into the crack of my bent arm, sobbing into it.
i'm breaking.
he broke me.
i've been broken before, but finn fixed me.
now, i don't think i can be fixed.
by anyone.
it hurts. physically and mentally.
"millie untie me." finn says, staring at me.
i get up and my legs are wobbly, and the space between my hips is numb.
i struggle to get up, because it feels like at any moment my legs will fall off.
i untie finns hands, and he shoots up from his chair startling me, and throwing his hands around me, sobbing into my hair.
i wrap my arms around him but struggle to keep them there because my limbs are heavy.
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finn and i sit up against the concrete wall in silence.
"i'm so sorry i didn't help you." he says, worry in his voice.
"there was no way for you to." i say, my throat burning because of screaming so much.
he takes off his shirt and holds it out for me to grab it.
"won't you be cold?" i ask.
"no. this basement is warm." he says.
i forget about how warm it is, because i've felt cold for the past hour.
i take it, and slip it onto my body.
i immediately feel warmth and comfort when i smell his scent.
he takes my hand and we interlock fingers.
i rest my head on his shoulder and he rests his cheek on my head.
i start to doze off.
it might be night time then.
finn and i have to get out of here.
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hi!
this chapter was a little much i know, but there won't be anything like that anymore.
i'm gonna end this book maybe one or two chapters from here..
but i'm starting to write a new one and i'm so excited!!
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desires / fillie
Fanfiction(completed/lower case intended) "i'm finn by the way, finn wolfhard." he states. rolling my eyes, i hop in my car and start my engine. he's still here. "are you waiting for my name?" i ask. "well i'd hope to get it sooner or later." "maybe later, wo...
