Walls (Leonardo x Reader)

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I again, began to gain consciousness. I could hear the voices of the guys. It was Leonardo and Raphael. I could hear fury in Leonardo's voice as he paced heavily.

"What were you thinking Raphael! She was highly injured and yet you ignored that and went WAY too hard!"

Why is he yelling at him? It was an accident obviously. I did not look all that injured when I fought, I was literally doing flips so I didn't see the problem. I heard Raphael reply. I groan slightly.

"Look Leo, how long are you going to sit here and yell at me while your girlfriend wakes up."

I heard Leo stop in his tracks. Then I heard him move toward me. He pushed the hair out of my face. I heard him begin to talk to me very softly.

"Are you awake? Can you hear me?"

I opened my eyes to those worried blue eyes, hidden behind his sapphire mask. They were so easy to get lost in. I always had a thing for blue eyes so him having such pigmented irises was definitely attractive. But that meant nothing about how I felt about him. I didn't KNOW him. I knew him on a first name basis.

"Yeah I'm up."

I say in a raspy voice as I slowly sit up. I held my head as it pounded. I winced a little and looked around for some water. I'm dehydrated.

I found an unopened bottle of water. I grabbed it and opened the bottle, chugging the whole thing in one go. A little dribbled down my chin, I wiped it away with my forearm and panted.

Leo looked at me. He was... staring. He had a pinkish tinge dusting his cheeks. His blue eyes were wide and his mouth agape just a little. Enough for me to see his pearly perfect teeth. I sat up and looked at the turtle.

"It's rude to stare."

He snapped out of it quickly, the pink growing to a reddish color and dusting most of his face. He swallowed hard and began to rub the back of his neck.

"S-sorry I Uh- spaced out... in your general direction! Yeah.. I Uh.. um... spacing out we- we all do that right?!"

He wasn't a good liar, but I felt pity for him. Before I lost my sisters, maybe I'd feel the same way for him. We had a lot in common, he was kind, funny, intelligent. And not to mention very attractive. He was a muscular guy with blue eyes, what else can I say? Total turn on, but even so, I'm a different person.

I'm not strong anymore, the only thing I have left is the wall that surrounds my heart. I couldn't let myself out again, she was too lazy and she slacked. I need to be vigilant 24/7, 365. Raphael spoke next.

"(Y/n). This literally isn't like me at all. Normally I wouldn't do this but I really did make a mistake, and I'd like to apologize. So sorry."

He said the last part silently but I heard. No need to repeat.

"Thank you Raphael."

I secretly hated how much he acted like Vivian. I wanted distance. But the turtle I hated most of all was Mikey. He acted too much like Peyton. I wanted to keep my distance so I wouldn't have to deal with these feelings in my heart about losing my little sister.

Leonardo just annoyed me because he pitied me, and Donatello reminded me of Emily, but not too much. Donatello was a love sick puppy around April, or so I've noticed. Emily never fell in love. She never believed in it, especially after she found out that "love" was a mixture of chemicals in the brain that were routed in the fact that our purpose for living was to reproduce. Saying she was anti social, was an understatement.

It had been silent as I thought. My face was somber as memories of my family flooded into my mind. I closed my eyes and began to move my lips to form a sentence. Not out loud, more like lip syncing.