Walls (Leonardo x Reader)

We Belong In Hell

I saw the city on the horizon. I have no idea what to expect... is (Y/n) still that evil chick I left? Maybe she's broken free of her mental restraints. I looked the the front of the van and it seemed that everyone was as anxious as I am.

We were let into the city with no problem, and began to drive back to Manhattan. Buildings passed by and disappeared, but I paid no attention to them. They all looked like grey blocks and blond as I spaced out. Thinking about if (Y/n) was safe.

I felt Vivian put her hand on my shoulder, obviously trying to console me. Though I appreciate it, it didn't really help all that much. I was just too worried about (Y/n). I feel like I failed her.

How did I not realize her strange behavior that morning? How could I have been so neglectful? All those memories began to storm and assault my head.

Her strange twitches... her migraines... she told me about the voice in her head that told her horrible things. That she didn't deserve me and the rest of us... she told me they got progressively worse! How could I have been so stupid!

We reached the lair and drove up to the side. I jumped out and walked in, luckily they hadn't trashed the place too much. I walked into my room, it was just as I left it. Maybe a little bit of her remembered that she wasn't evil.

I walked over to my bed, seeing something very shiny. I grabbed it and felt tears well up in my eyes. Why? Why had she left this for me? Was it torture? Was it her memories pouring through her?

In my hand was her small blue necklace. The silver shone in the light as the clear gem sparkles like her eyes. A tear slipped down my cheek and onto the gem. I remembered the night she first wore it. Her vintage blue dress that hugged her curves and her hair that perfectly framed her face.

I put the necklace around the hilt of my left katana. The pendent hung and shone, contrasting the boring brown leather wrapped around my sword. I walked out into the kitchen and saw all my brothers plus Vivian talking about how they're happy to be back. I sat down and joined the conversation.

Though I spoke positively, my plan ran through my head over and over again, reviewing all the flaws and risks that I'm taking. Is this really worth risking? Is she really ever coming back? I have to keep hope up!

"Hey Guys, I need some fresh air. I'll be back."

I told them. They all nodded and told me to be home in time for pizza. I'm not sure if I'm all that hungry though. I think it's the nerves I have for tomorrow but I just can't seem to gain any sort of appetite.

I lifted up the manhole and peaked over into the streets. Nothing. I lifted the large metal disk and slide out, quickly and silently placing it back, and slipping into the shadows. I scaled a fire escape and got on top of a large building and looked over the city.

I took a deep breathe in through my nostrils and out through my mouth. I looked out into the harbor as the sun began to set under the horizon. The colors mixed on the sky like paints on a pallet.

I sat down on the roof top and enjoyed the scenery. It was calming and peaceful. It's exactly as Donatello ordered. I need to relax, maybe then my headaches and nausea will settle.

"Hey pretty boy. Long time no see."

I whipped my head around. Karai. She wasn't in her usual armored attire. She instead wore a leather jacket, with a black shirt underneath, and black skinny jeans.

"Oh! Hi Karai."

She gave me the same snake-like grin she had always had. It was sly and always seemed as if poison was inside. She sat down next to me.