I'm a very confusing person and I have been for about 5 years now and that is so crazy to me and I'm so fucked up and when people get to know me they realize how confusing and fucked up my mind is and I don't understand how Lydia has dealt with me for so long I love her for that. I could never thank her enough.
I just don't want to be a burden but it seems like no matter what I do I'm going to be somebody's burden because I can never make everyone happy.
