time started: 2:58am
I feel like a huge insecure ball of anxiety at the moment.
I have a lot of things to do and not a lot of time to do them.
I have homework, and I need to rehearse for the musical and practice my solos for contest. I need to sell popcorn for theatre and buttons with my face on them. I have projects and test to make up because I missed a couple days of school and lost all motivation for any extra work outside of the classroom.
I have this week to get caught up on all my late and missing work. Then next week is my birthday week, which honestly is just stressing me out at this point because I feel like I'm putting too much pressure on myself because I'm turning 17 and that's one of my favorite numbers so I feel like this has to be a really good birthday. Then, the week after my birthday is hell week aka the week of the musical aka I'm gonna get so far behind in my classes so I better catch up now before I actually fail my junior year. Then, the week after that is finals week and ACT week which means testing and a different kind of stress.
What I'm trying to say is the month of February is not looking like a fun month for me. I basically have 4 weeks full of stress, but each week causes me a different kind of stress. And then we have a new trimester which means new classes and teachers (aka more stress) but I only have one new teacher and I'm getting back to trig AND French so hopefully that make me a lil more relaxed than I am right now and most likely will be for the next month.
Anyways, thanks for tuning in to my stress update.
time ended: 3:08am
