Update: Still have a crush
Update: She's still super hot
Update: I literally can't get over it, which isn't a bad thing, but I also start hating myself for it if I think about her for too long and, I've been thinking about her for awhile..... so you can probably guess how I feel about myself right now.
ALSO I had one good day where I did homework and stuff and now I'm back on my bullshit and I haven't gotten shit done that I need to get done and I have a feeling that everything is gonna go even more downhill, school wise from here on out, but let's hope that I'm wrong.
ALSO it's 2 am and I have to get up in 4 hours and go to school AND I can't fall asleep because anxiety is keeping me awake.
Yayyyyyy