So, just as I thought, I stayed home from school and I'm even more depressed than I was last night. My mental health is rapidly declining so that's super fun. I should probably take a shower, actually my dad kept telling me that and other words that were very hurtful but it's okay no big deal. I also need to do my laundry and finish my homework which I probably should've done today but instead I just slept a lot and did a little bit of homework. Yay go joe! I'm still a sad boi over that girl but I think it gets worse the less I see her?? Because I think about her more when I'm not around her so when I don't see her I just think about her which is way worse for my mental health than actually seeing her, so I'm gonna go to school tomorrow even though I way behind in speech it's nbd not like I care about my grades anyways. UGGGHHH I AM SO FUCKING NOT OKAY
