No More Chances

Prologue

"I will leave because I love you"

I whisper to his ears while he is in his deep sleep. I couldn't imagine that I will leave you.
The tears I've tried to stop starting the day I've met him is now dropping again.

"Allyshia.... don't leave me"

I was shocked with those he uttered and the tears dropped and dropped

'Aren't you're tired because you know? I'm tired of loving you'

"I'm really sorry, Oastin"

I'm really tired of loving you but this stupid heart of mine I think it will never stop beating just for you.

For the last time of this moment, I kissed his soft lips and sweetly accept the fact that this is my last kiss with him.

I get my bag and start walking slowly but I was shocked again, he held my hands, my sweating hands.

"Pls, Allyshia I'm begging you. Don't leave me"

I feel something in my heart but
'No Allyshia, he's just drunk'

I closed my eyes and when I saw tear escapes from his eye. And with that I pull back my hands and start walking, a fast walk to get out of that room.

I immediately get inside of the car and drove it as fast as I can.

"Ahhhhhh..... I'm really tired Oastin. I'm already tired of loving you"
And I start sobbing like a cry baby

After an hour, I stop the drama of mine and drove to airport.

   'I will miss you, MY LOVE'
And I smile a fake one.