The Day | JJP ✓

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Jinyoung wasn't sleeping.

He had alot of things on his mind, more specifically, the talk they had in the living room earlier.

All he could do was stare at the ceiling and let the time pass.

It had been around five hours since he had his meltdown in Mark's arms and Jaebum still hadn't come back.

Even though he hadn't eaten since this morning, he felt no pang of hunger in his body.

He wasn't hungry.

He wasn't tired.

All he wanted was Jaebum.

He wanted to give him kisses and tell him it would be ok even though he isn't sure of what those people are capable of.

More importantly, he wanted Jaebum to give him kisses as well and reassure him that it would be alright.

Nobody knew how this was going to turn out or if it was going to turn out at all. They just knew that they had each other.

And at the time, that was all that mattered.

Jinyoung looked to the door when he heard it start to open with a creak.

Mark held the door knob and smiled, leaning into the room.

"Dinner is ready." He said.

"I'm not hungry." Jinyoung mumbled looking down.

"Ok... but when you are, the kitchen is always available."

"Thanks." Jinyoung pressed his lips together and nodded in appreciation.

Mark gave one last worried look before exiting the room and closing the door behind him.

He knew Jinyoung wasn't going to eat, especially when something is bothering him, but it was best not to argue or try to force him because he knew the other wouldn't budge.

Jinyoung was going to have to eat sometime.

After Mark exited, Jinyoung layed his head back against the pillows and let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

He just wanted his Jaebummie.

As if on cue, the door slowly opens to reveal a distressed Jaebum. There was a large bag in each of his hands as he struggled to walk in.

He set the bags down by the door and looked up at Jinyoung.

Jaebum just remained still, standing at the edge of the bed, looking anywhere but at the other until he heard rustling.

Suddenly, he felt arms wrap around his torso and looked down to see Jinyoung kneeling on the bed and clinging to him.

The other grabbed his face and desperately kissed him, not hesitating to move his lips roughly.

Jaebum moved down to grab his thighs and picked him up as the younger wrapped his arms around his neck.

Although he was in a vulnerable position, Jinyoung felt safe as he kissed the older continuously, their lips moving in sync.

It felt that something had been missing for a while, but it's back and it makes him feel complete.

Jaebum turned around and sat on the bed, changing their position to Jinyoung straddling him.

He placed his hands on the other's hips as he let him take over the kiss.

The kisses became softer and more delicate, but he still felt the passion and love between them, which Jaebum absolutely loved.

He felt something drip on his cheek, causing him to open his eyes.

The sight was truly heartbreaking.

Jinyoung looked down at him with tears streaming down his cheeks.

The younger kept eye contact, looking worriedly but lovingly as he softly ran his hand up the side of his face, biting his lip to hold back sobs.

Jaebum didn't bother asking what was wrong because he already knew, so all he could do was hold Jinyoung in his arms.

The embrace was warm like he expected, but besides the warmth, all the could feel was the younger shaking violently.

It broke Jaebum's heart to see and feel his love in this condition.

Truthfully, he was scared as well.

He was scared that something would possibly happen to his friends or the love of his life. He didn't dare think about what could happen because you never know.

"I-I don't want to lose you again." Jinyoung whispered, keeping his head in the crook of Jaebum's neck so his words were only slightly audible.

"I don't want to ever lose you." He continued to say.

"Baby..."

Jaebum felt the urge to cry, but he felt that in this situation, he had to stay strong for Jinyoung.

"You will never lose me. No matter what happens I will keep you safe. I will never leave you. God, I love you so much Park Jinyoung."

That last sentence sent Jinyoung over the edge as he started sobbing uncontrollably into Jaebum.

The moment he heard Jinyoung's cries, Jaebum felt his tears spill.

The two just sat there and cried as they embraced.

It was a while before both of them stopped crying, and when they did, Jaebum picked Jinyoung up and layed him on the bed.

He tucked in the sleepy Jinyoung with a soft smile, caressing his beautiful face with the back of his hand and then brushing his fingers through the younger's hair.

Jaebum quickly walked over to the other side of the bed just as Jinyoung was about to fall asleep.

He kicked off his shoes and slipped under the blanket.

Jaebum pulled Jinyoung close to him and wrapped his arms around the younger.

Just before Jinyoung was about to fall asleep, he looked up at the older and gave him a soft, tender kiss.

"I love you."

"I love you too, baby... so much..." Jaebum trailed, kissing Jinyoung's head and allowing sleep to take over.

A/N: sorry the update took so long and also it kind of sucks ill try to make it more entertaining

i watched this compilation on youtube called 'jjp being soft for 8 minutes straight' i definitely recommend you watch it omg it makes me so soft and they legit act like husbands

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