idk: A Poetry Collection

idk 17

Hello.
Hola.
Bonjour.
Hey.
Hi.
Good morning love.
Morning!
Greetings that we used and use

See ya
Bye!
Adios!
Goodnight love.
Night!
Goodbyes that we used and use

I miss you
I like you
I love you

Phrases not so commonly uttered anymore
But still remain, at least to me

I have no more words to give.
I've given my best jokes
My most sincere "I love you"
My most adoring "you're so cute"
I've given me and all I am and that's all I can now

I gave my piano chords
I gave my ukulele strings
I gave my thoughts on paper (or electronic)
I gave my voice
I gave my data when calling you till three am

I gave you all I am
And am willing to still

Will you still call me saying "I'm alone. I need someone to talk to"?
Will you still text me?
Will you still start conversations?
Will you still hold my hand?
Will you still message me asking if you can call?
Will you still love me even though I messed up?
Can you?
Can you trust me?
Can you talk to me anymore?
Can you, dare I say, love me anymore?

I understand.
I understand if you can't.
It will hurt but I understand.
I understand that a misunderstanding of that proportion is pretty unforgivable.
I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry I said that.
I'm sorry for Wednesday night.
I'm sorry for April 12th
I'm sorry.

I love you. And you alone.