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by JustMada

by JustMada

                                    
                                              Go ahead
Break my heart 
                          Take me piece by piece 
Tear me apart
                          Really go on
I won't even blink
That's about the amount of time it took you not to think

                          Not to think when your lips were on hers
Not to think to tell me sooner
Not to think about how I might hurt
                          Tell me what you thought
Tell me that you didn't want me
Tell me that you didn't love me 
Not really
At least cut me off completely
                          But how dare you
How dare you say you love me
How dare you say you want me there
How dare you kiss another and then assume that we're all good
How dare you accept my anger
How dare you be kind
                          How dare you let me love you. 
How dare you leave me behind.
How dare you realize what you've done
How dare you feel guilty.
                          For once, live unapologetically
Break my heart
Break it a million times over 
But in those moments let me hurt and hurt well
In those moments let me grieve what once was 
But how dare you break my heart
And then try to hold me
How dare you hurt me 
And then coming running right back
                          Most of all, how dare you make me cry over your mistakes.
How dare you make me think this was all my fault.
How dare you let the great darkness that is my mind take over with "you really weren't good enough"
How dare you. 
How dare I still love you.