I know that I should say
But I feel that they won't get it.
I know I'm not alone
But it's hard to let anyone in
It's like trying to force words
It's impossible to feel comfortable
I just wish I could tell them
Tell them that I understand their pain
I do in all honesty
The fear the strikes the heart
The heart that beats like crazy
And decides "no I won't stop"
I wish that I could tell them
About everything I've felt
But that is just the unspeakable
Besides they wouldn't get it
More people really do know
But without them I'm sort of alone
I would bawl
I would cry
I would scream how vividly I remember that night
The night where fear overwhelmed me
The night when I couldn't breathe
I would tell you how it started
But again that's beyond me
I can't help feeling lost sometimes
There is light at the end of every tunnel
But I'm not there yet
So until I am, I'll keep it in my little bottle
In my little jar
On my high far away shelf
