Status: In the Midst

That Tingling Sensation.

Zara Costanza

iMessage

Harrison Osterfield

Harrison Osterfield
Hey do u want to grab
drinks later?

Zara Costanza
YES

Zara Costanza
I'm going to need a few...

Harrison Osterfield
Cmon, the scene isn't even
that bad

Zara Costanza
1. Go kiss your ex and tell me
how that goes.
2. why are u asking me to
grab drinks? Isn't it weird to get
drinks with me of all people?

Zara Costanza
does Tom even know?

Harrison Osterfield
Zar I hope that u realize that
while filming for Homecoming,
you became one of my close friends
too. I was hoping we could catch up

Harrison Osterfield
Bruh I also asked Zendaya and Jacob

Zara Costanza
AW HAZ ILY... but why today
of all days? When we're filming
THE scene... assuming u know

Harrison Osterfield
I figured u might need it

Harrison Osterfield
Tom's just going to be in
our flat anyway, probably
playing Fortnite or something,
and it's a blimming Friday night

Zara Costanza
Fair enough

Harrison Osterfield
Meet me at Thortons and
56th Avenue, there's a good
pub at that corner

Zara Costanza
Well, I suppose I'll see u on set
later?

Harrison Osterfield
Yep see u then!

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Later in the evening, I got to the set, and was dressed into character. Physically, I look like Zoey Fields. Emotionally, on the other hand, I'm panicking inside and I'm so nervous that I can barely remember my lines which were typically never an issue. It was so hard to get into character when I had so much on my mind and so much to worry about.

I paced back and forth reviewing my lines in front of Zendaya nearby the rooftop set where we were going to film this scene. She wasn't filming, so I asked her to come for my moral support.

"Zara," said Zendaya, who stared at me as a I paced.

I looked up and glanced at her, but continued pacing.

"Zara, stop. You're freaking me out. Slow down," she said, trying to get my attention.

I paced slower and tried to slowly say my lines out loud. "I can't do this, Zendaya. I can't."

I finally stopped pacing. Zendaya got up and hugged me. "Yes, you can. It's just going to be a short and quick kiss. Just get it over with by doing the scene within the first couple of takes. Besides, it means nothing, right?"