Unforgivable ✔️

Chapter 31

Dedicated to @ScarlettRamos :)

Whoever said pregnancy was beautiful was a liar. I loved that I had a pup growing inside of me, but I wasn't sure if that part was good enough to overpower the bad.

Shayne had to deal with my constant mood swings. It was a roller coaster with us all week. It didn't help that Shayne wouldn't keep his hands off of me.

"Just wear a dress." Shayne said entering the room.

"None of the dresses fit me." I grunted. "It's too tight."

"We're going to see my parents. It's will only be for a short time."

We were going to have dinner with Shayne's parents tonight. They were informed about everything that was happening. Shayne left out a few details about his sisters death. He only mentioned that I had a connection to the incident.

"I can't have dinner with them and pretend things are fine, Shay." I sighed. "It doesn't feel right."

I didn't want to go anywhere and especially to see Shayne's parents. I felt like I was lying to them. Shayne had given them the news about my pregnancy and the whole pack was happy and expecting the new addition to our family.

"My mother wants to see you." Shayne insisted.

"I told you I can't. After everything that has happened I just can't. Could we just eat where we agreed to meet Justin?"

It had taken some convincing, but Shayne finally agreed to let me talk to Justin. Bre had asked him to meet us and he more than happily agreed. We were supposed to go after visiting Shayne's parents.

Sam and I were finally able to form a plan. Shayne didn't want Imperial here or Silver Light. He didn't want either to be a threat to me or the baby so he was going to have to go to them. Sam insisted on going with them and finally Shayne had agreed. Sam was going to talk to Ellie's friend to see what he could find out.

"You're sure in a rush to see him." Shayne said, narrowing his eyes at me.

"He's Bre's mate- keep that in mind. When I was part of Imperial pack he was always nice to me. He became a Beta at a young age but he was good at what he did. I know that he can help me."

"What if he tries something?" Shayne asked. "This could be a trap."

"Justin isn't like that." I said frowning. "He's a good guy."

"Right, because he's siding with Rider who wants to take you away from me."

I sighed. Shayne's paranoia about me being taken had gotten worse. Because of the baby, Shayne didn't even let anyone around me. Jake, Sam, and a few others we're the only ones allowed to a be around me.

"No one is going to take me from you." I said. "Can we just please skip with your parents?"

"I already said no." Shayne was leaving no room for argument. "I promise we'll leave soon."

I didn't argue further with Shayne. I was annoyed and I didn't want to have another one of my mood swings. We usually always ended up arguing about things. One thing that we argued about was Ellie. That was something Shayne constantly threw at my face.

I couldn't count how many times I cried and begged for him to forgive me. If I would have known I wouldn't have been stuck in this position. I would have done things differently. I would give up the world just to change that small part of the past.

When we got to Shayne's parents house I was ready to bolt out. I didn't want to be here. I couldn't face both Rose and Vin. I felt nervous and it was making my tummy turn.