Unforgivable ✔️

Chapter 14

A/N: if you haven't heard already I'm bringing Destined back for major re-writing and editing. I'll let you all know when it's back up :)

I woke up feeling sore and exhausted. Shayne had not been gentle when taking every part of me. I wasn't one to complain about it. I enjoyed every second of the intimate moment we had. Afterwards, Shaybe held me in his arms as I cried.

I wasnt really sure why I started crying. I was just thinking about mating with Shayne soon after it happened. He didn't hurt me or anything like that. It was just knowing that I really had him and that I couldn't leave him even if I wanted to. I hated to admit how much I had grown to care about him. He was everything to me now.

My clothes were still on the floor along with Shayne's when I finally decided to get up. I didn't feel Shayne anywhere around the house but his scent clung fresh in the air.

I quickly darted to the closet. I changed into sweats and I tried to gather up my thoughts while I still had a moment alone.

I felt annoyed with my wolf that she was still worked up from last night. She wanted more of Shayne. I on the other hand felt the anger begin to fill me. I was pissed at Shayne for doubting me. I was angry that he had to go as far as forcing me to take the decision to mate with him. It shouldn't have been under those circumstances, but I couldn't take it back anymore.

I grabbed another pair of clothes to put on after showering. I needed more time to think before I started out my day. I had to talk to Jake and make sure that he was still alive. I also had to see Bree and maybe let off some of my seam at her.

After I finished my shower I took my time with blow drying my hair. After I walked down to the kitchen and I found it empty. I looked at the clock and I saw that it was already one in the afternoon. I roamed the fridge so I could make myself something to eat. The only reason I had woken up in the first place was because my stomach was crying out.

When I finished eating Sam and Jake walked into the kitchen. I froze when they both casually walked in the kitchen. As my eyes roamed Jake I saw that he was untouched. The bruises he had from yesterday were no longer visible. He looked freshly showered and neatly dressed.

"You look like shit." Jake commented.

My eyes started to water and I ran to him. I threw myself in his arms and I held him tightly so he wouldn't disappear on me. He was still alive. He didn't have any fresh wounds and he was here, with me.

"Hey, what's wrong?"

"You're alive," I sobbed.

"Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence. I had everything perfectly under control."

Nothing was under control yesterday. Jake had gotten hurt because of me.

"You got hurt." I said..

"It was nothing. I can handle anything that Alpha throws at me. It was you I was worried about. I rather he hurt me than you."

"Is that why you didn't fight back?"

"I figured if he got it out of his system then he wouldn't find it in him to hurt you."

"Shayne would never hurt Sage." Sam defended.

I didn't want to look at him. Shayne didn't physically hurt me, his actions were more than enough to cause pain.

I was still mad at Shayne. I knew part of the reason I was so angry was because I really did enjoy mating with him. It was like finally finding a piece of me I didn't knew was missing. Even thinking about it now made me feel warm.