Unforgivable ✔️

Chapter 38

Dedicated to @imastupididyut

I was glad Shayne wasn't home yet when I got back from my encounter with Rider. I needed to shower and get Justin's scent off of me. Shayne would go crazy and probably go on a death mission. The guards gave me a strange look when I got back. I popped the trunk from my car and pulled out shopping bags. As I walked up the steps to the house they both bowed respectfully.

I rushed to my room and found Bre sleeping with my baby girl on the bed. I dumped the bags in the closet and went to the bathroom to shower. I had a bit of time to think about what would happen the next two days. I had to do this and I needed to make sure to keep Shayne out of it. Eric already knew what he had to do and would make up an excuse to stay here until needed.

When I got out of the shower I wrapped the towel tightly around me. I walked into my closet and started to change. I slipped on a sundress and put Elle's new clothes away. Walking back into the room I found Bre half-awake holding up the bottle for my baby.

"How'd it go?" She asked, a small yawn escaping her lips.

"In two days it will be done." I said.

"I hope you know what you're doing." She said. "I still think you should tell Shayne."

"This is my decision and I have to be the one to take him down."

I sat down on the other side of the bed and scooted closer to Elle. Her small lips were glued to the small bottle. Her eyes were closed and I could hear the small noises she made. My heart melted seeing her here in front of me.

I never thought much about being a mother until it actually happened. My own mother disowned me and threw me out of her life. I didn't want to be like that. I wanted to be the best thing for my baby girl. I want her to have parents that love her.

"So what's the plan now? You saw him so what's next?"

"I want you to stay here with Jake and the baby. I don't want any of you to get hurt. I'll make sure Shayne stays here too. I have everything planned out but I can't tell you much."

"What? Why?" She frowned.

"I can't risk you trying to stop me."

Bre and I talked about a few other things before she left the room. I was laying down on the bed looking up at the ceiling. So much had changed over the short period of time. I found my mate, fell in love with him, got locked up, got knocked up, and finally had my baby.

When I used to belong to Imperial I never really thought about having a family like I do now. I wanted to be useful to the pack and I put myself through training. I wanted to find a mate when I was much older. I wanted to have a clear mind of what I wanted. I wanted a normal relationship and a normal life.

But that was never an option for me.

Having some sort of normality in my life wasn't an option. I had lived half of my life as a rogue. I had seen things that no one my age should have seen. I've been through the worst of the times and then the best when I found Jake. I gained a best friend and a brother.

I was starting to drift off into sleep when Shayne walked in the room. His smile was big when he walked in and quickly rushed to the bed. Carefully he laid in front of Elle with his head hovering over her. I smiled as he placed small kisses on her cheeks and her forehead. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen and it made my heart melt.

"How are my two favorite girls?" Shayne asked.

"Hungry." I admitted.

"Me too."