When you wish upon a star (An Everlark fanfiction)

Chapter 31: Talking with the girls

Chapter 31

Katniss P.O.V.

"Katniss please talk to us", the girls says.

Since I came home from the hospital I've been lying in my bed, under the covers, refused to talk to anyone and declined Peeta's calls.

I just can't believe this is happening.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to be pregnant. I'm only seventeen and I'm bullied and harassed. If anyone finds out, I know that it all is going to be so much worse then it already is.

My life is a living hell as it is right now. Then add a pregnancy to the hell I'm going through. This will literary be unbearable.

Before we left the hospital Peeta said that he'll be right by my side the whole time. I just don't know. I'm so unsure about what to do.

And this is when I realize that I need the support of my girls.

I take the cover off my head and jerk a bit when I see how close the are to me.

"Jeez fine!" I say and sit up in the bed, crossing my legs.

They all sit around me on the bed. Clove and Annie sits beside me.

"What happened at the hospital?" Clove asks. "After the doctor left, you and Peeta just started to shut us out".

"Yes Finnick says that Peeta is just sitting with Kaia in his arms, staring into the wall", Annie says. "His father, brothers and the guys are trying to talk to him, he just won't say a single word, he just sits there with Kaia".

Oh my Peeta. He's not saying anything because I asked him not to. I begged him not to say anything at all until my mind is cleared up.

"Yeah dr Beetee told us some news..." I say a bit distant.

"What did he tell you that made both you and Peeta zombies?" Glimmer asks.

"Well... While I was unconscious they did some tests on me and they found something... That kind of... Made us upset", I say.

The all looks at me and frowns.

"Wait I thought that you were healthy", Clove says worried.

"No, I mean I am, I'm just not ... okay", I say.

"Okay enough with the crap, just say what it is", Johanna says.

I'm actually trying to avoid telling them. That maybe they would stop asking me of I took too long or something. Guess Johanna figured it out.

"Jo!" Annie and Glimmer says.

"No, no she's right, I should just ... Tell you", I say, taking a deep breath. "When you guys left, dr Beetee told me and Peeta that I'm ... That I'm pregnant".

It goes silent into the room. Okay no,1 this got awkward.

"When the hell did you and bread boy have sex?" Johanna asks stunned.

Okay that's what she asks? God Johanna!

"A few weeks ago, but why the hell does that matter?" I ask feeling irritated. "I'm telling you guys I'm pregnant and you ask me that?"

"Well duh, that is what's leading to a baby brainless", Johanna says. "Didn't you learn anything in school? If you have sex be careful to use protection! God Katniss I... Okay no, I actually don't know what to say anymore".

And this is when Johanna becomes quiet and just stares down at her black finger nails.

God she's right. Why the hell didn't I think of protection? I must have been so caught up in the moment, that I totally forgot about that. I can't believe I got myself and Peeta into this situation. Ugh, stupid Katniss!

"Kit I'm so so sorry", Clove says.

"Yeah and we're always here", Annie says. "Always, no matter what you want to do".

"Yeah sweetie", Glimmer says.

I smile sadly. I know I can always count on my girls.

"Yeah but the thing is that I don't have a clue about what to do", I say. "I really don't, I'm trying to figure it out, but I can't".

"Well, maybe that's because you need to figure it out with Peeta", Glimmer says. "I mean he is your baby's daddy after all and he really should be a part of the decision of the baby and what to do".

Okay that actually made a lot of sense. And I know that Glimmer is right. I do need to talk to Peeta about all of this.

"Yeah, and Finnick just texted me, apparently he is saying his first words now", Annie says. "Apparently he is saying nothing else but 'I love Katniss', and now everyone thinks that the two of you is fighting or something".

"What?" I say.

Oh my god. My crazy little Peeta. I need to go to him.

"Yeah, Finnick asks if you broke up", Annie says.

"No way! What the hell?!" I ask and jump out of the bed and run up to my closet.

I do have the plaster on my foot still, but I can go on it. It hurts but I don't care.

I pull the door open and grab a pair of clothes.

I strip from my pajamas and put on my bright green soft short shorts and a black tank top with a pair of black converse. I only have one shoe though, because I can't have a shoe in my plaster.

Peeta has to think that I'm mad at him, he has to think that he knocked me up and now I don't want to see him. Oh god, no. That's not what I wanted, when I said that I needed some alone time. Oh Peeta...

"What are you doing brainless?" Johanna asks.

The girls has jumped off the bed as well and stands and stares at me.

"I need to see him", I say. "I think he thinks I'm mad at him because I'm pregnant, that it is somehow his fault, he has to know that it isn't!"

"I've got the keys!" Annie says dingling with the keys in her hand.

I laugh.

"Oh what would I do without my girls?" I ask.

"I have absolutely no idea", Clove laughs.

And we all start to walk towards Annie's car.

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Hey guys I hope you liked the chapter even if it was a bit ... Not so good. Oh god I totally know it's not so good, but I'm gonna try to make the next chapter better okay?

And I know that some of you have doubts about the pregnancy, okay I get that because even if you don't think so, I am aware if the fact that a lot of HG fanfics includes Katniss getting pregnant, but trust me on this okay? I know what in doing :)

Please vote and comment to tell me what you all thought of the chapter :)

-Josephine xx