Seducing the professor

Chapter 5: Hell

The whole weekend I was wallowing about what happened. What the fuck was happening to me? I've been with many guys before but I've never felt this emotional about any of them, so why the hell does this professor Seghal have so much power over me!!?? I hated how he made me feel now!!

When I think about it though, all I could remember was the pleasure he initially created. But when his dark side took over...all my feelings of pleasure vanished. Stella will not let me off the hook!

"So you not going to tell me what happened?"

"Nothing happened, Stel!" I tell her while finding the graphic design book in the library.

"That's impossible! You were so confident about it."

"I really don't want to talk about it."

"That's a first. Did he say something to you?" Stella asked as she handed the book I was looking for. I don't answer and make my way back to table, continuing my work. "Rita, c'mon! You can't ignore me forever."

"Stel, it's complicated..."

"Okay, I get that part already. But there's no way you didn't proceed, I know you!!" She shoutingly whispered. I turn my attention back to the book but she shuts it and takes it away.

"What the fuck, Stel!? Can't you see I'm busy and in no mood for talking!!"

"Listen, I don't give a shit about how you feel right now. I'll return your book peacefully once you tell me what's going on! You've been in your own world since Friday and it's annoying. Tell me, did he say something or...hurt you??" The words stung as she said it...It was the truth after all.

I can't look at Stella and tell her what I've been through. It was torture...And speaking of the man he appears directly across me, looking for a book from the shelf. He's wearing jeans and a white sports jacket. God, he's so hot...but dangerous too. I hope he doesn't see me. Stella follows my gaze noticing my eyes getting teary.

Stella: This is not good, Rita! If he had hurt you I'll kill him!! Tell me what the bastard did!!!

Arjun: Hey baby!!

Seriously!! The idiot draws attention to himself and to our table. Mahir hears him and turns his gaze to our table too, locking eyes with me and turning it to Arjun, with disgust. Why'd he despise Arjun?

Ritasha: Oh God...why? Where the hell did he come from?

Stella: Excuse you, Mr!! Stay the fuck away from Rita!!

Arjun: Chill, hun!! (He pushes Stella aside and comes near me)

Ritasha: What the hell, Arjun? We're over!! I told you that!!

Arjun: I know but I'm sorry, baby. Please give me a chance. I love you so much...

I look at Mahir and I could see him burning with fury. I was angry too at him and at this stupid Arjun. He was getting on my nerves.

Ritasha: Sorry sweetheart but your sell by date is over...a long time ago! I've moved on...a long time ago.

Arjun: No...you can't!

Stella: Oh fuck you! She's got every right to move on so why don't you just lay off!!

Ritasha: You heard her! Please don't make me create an even bigger scene that you've caused because you very well know what I'm capable of!!!

Arjun: Ritasha, you're mine! I don't care. I just I want you...

He bends to kiss me and I move my head further and further finally slapping him the hell away from me with such a loud sound that the whole library's attention was on us again.

Ritasha: Stay the fuck away from me or else I'll get a restraining order. You're taking this too far. I'm never taking you back so go fuck yourself!!

Arjun: Why!!!!!? Why Ritasha???

Ritasha: Because you suck!! Nah nah! You can't even do that properly. That's why I cheated on you...multiple times! And if you want me to insult you further you dare come near me again!!

He lets out a sigh of frustration and leaves. I let out a sigh of relief but I stop breathing when I see Mahir again. I can't tell whether he's pleased or pissed. Atleast I took out half my anger on Arjun.

"You did great!!" Stella tells me with excitement. "I've kept telling you that the asshole doesn't deserve you! And back to your hero...I'm still waiting to hear it."

Mahir disappeared after the drama so I finally decided to tell Stella about our encounter. Stella's jaw dropped leaving me with a feeling that was unreadable.

"So...basically you and him were getting it on and then tortured you?"

"To cut long story short...yes!"

"Wait a minute! I don't understand. Since when do you catch feelings?"

"Dammit Stella!! I'm a human too. And it's not only my feelings that has been tortured, I felt like I wouldn't have a vagina anymore!!! I thought you out of all people will understand but you don't!!" My harsh tone got the better of me. Luckily we were in the library or else I would've shouted so loud at her!!

I storm off to find another book, leaving her alone. She didn't even comfort me. Best friends for what? Was she also using me for my popularity? It's the worst feeling ever. I got to the back reaching for a book when suddenly I'm pulled to the back of the shelf. I was about to scream but Mahir shushed me by placing his hand over my mouth.

"Can you explain why you're avoiding me??" He asked and I looked at him dumbfounded until he removed his hand so that I could talk.

"What the fuck you think you're doing!? Someone might see-"

"I don't care!! What you did on Friday was uncalled for! Why'd you run off like that? And Arjun? Why the fuck is he still chasing you?"

"I don't owe you explanations for anything! You hurt me." I had to tell him.

He looks confused and questions me. "Wait, what? How did I...?" I remember the awful feeling, tears start flooding again but I needed to be strong. "Ritasha, talk to me!!"

"I don't want to. Just leave me alone, Mahir."

"I won't until you explain."

"I'll see you in class."

I forget about the book running back to Stella and packing my stuff away. Stellla attempts to apologize but she hesitates a million times because she knew that I was hurt. By everything that happened the last 72 hours and counting...