The Past

chapter 20

Jess pov

I started to move around in bed. I sat up because I didn't remember my bed being so soft. I looked around and this wasn't my room, come to think about it I don't remember going home last night. Then I hear a groan to the right side of the bed. I look over, see John and scream. Then we look down and scream. I pull the cover up over my chest. "Omgosh I am so so so-" He put a hand on my shoulder. "Jess it's ok. It's probably my fault anyway. Let's just get dressed and go from there. " I slowly got out of bed while making sure I was covered and grabbed my clothes. I sat on the floor to get dressed. "Hey I'm going to head home." I said walking out the door. As I walk down the sidewalk I swear I saw lukas but after last night I think I'm still a little drunk. I shake my head and unlock the door. I go up the stairs to hear Olivia arguing with someone on the phone." Lukas I told you Jess isn't here so there's no point in coming. " She yells into the phone,then hangs up. "Well that was.... Interesting" I say making her jump. "Damn it Jess you almost gave me a heart attack." She said putting a hand on her chest. I laugh as I walk into my room. I accidentally step on a toy and waking jaiden. "Mama" He said lifting his head looking at me. "Aww you said your first word. " I said picking him up and kissing his chubby cheeks. "Dadda?" I stopped kissing his cheek. "Uh dadda is gone for a while. " I say then I hear a lot of footsteps downstairs. "Olivia where is my sister" Jesse? I go to the end of the Hall to listen more. "Jesse I told you I don't know where she is. Maybe if y'all were more caring y'all would realize she don't want to be found. That's why she didn't tell you she left." She said turning around crossing her arms. "Wait how do you know that. " He says giving her a look. "Uh oh" "Jesse wait!" She said grabbing onto his shirt to stop him from coming upstairs. He took her hands off his shirt. I ran into the room and sat on the bed. I guess he heard the door close because next thing I know he opens the door. "Uhh I can explain. " He runs up and hugs me. I hug him back. "Jesse? " I hear Petra yell up the stairs. He takes jaiden from me and play with him on the carpet. "Jesse.... JESS! " She yells running over to hug me. "JESS" Lukas says coming over to hug me. "Jess? Can I speak to you? "
Aiden says messing with his fingers.
I get up to leave and I hear jaiden scream. "MAMA! " He crawls over to me and tug on my pants. I bend down and pick him up. Me, him and Aiden step into the hallway. "Jess, I'm sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. I should have spent more time with y'all instead of with friends. I know I was stupid but could you give me, us, another chance. Think about it" He said and took jaiden back into the room. "Dadda" Jaiden said touching Aiden cheek.

2 hours later

"Jaiden stop splashing" I say getting Fusterated at him because he always splashes water everywhere trying to make bubbles. When I went down to wash his face he splashed the water so hard from my neck up was soaking wet. I quickly washed his face while he was distracted giggling and pulled him out the tub. I wrapped him in his blue Dino towel and carried him to the room. I put baby powder, lotion and his jammies on him. Right now I an reading him a story and he falls asleep. Now I put him in his bed. I run my shower water while I find a night gown. Finally I find a purple one. Quickly I hop in and out put my gown on. I cut the water off and I run to my bed and slowly drift to sleep.

I know it's not much but I'm thinking on a empty stomach.