the middle man ⚬ kian lawley

meet kat

So that afternoon, Kian made me lunch and waited to my every need. He told me I was in a 'fragile' state, which I wasn't. I was more free so being free= happiness. I didn't understand why I couldn't just have a normal week, or day, or hour, or minute. I did try something new which was twitter. I had an account setup but I just literally this second started to use it. I already had a twitter DM I guess from this girl named Kat. I had her in my math class but I never talked to her because I didn't trust her. She wanted to meet up with me before college started and get to know me. It was out of the ordinary and I didn't feel like finding out her motive.

"So you like twitter?" Kian asked me sitting next to me eating fruit snacks. I did look under his account and was looking at his mentions and he had a lot of hate and I DIDNT like it at all.

"No, it's stupid" I told him chucking my phone across the room after seeing the hate

'You are a fag' one said
'Ugh go cut' another said
'Please die' another said
'Jump off a cliff please' another said

Is this what people think is fun? To hurt ones that spare don't deserve it because they are doing their best to make you happy and smile.

"Why is it stupid?" He asked getting my phone and checking what I was looking at

"Kian don't read that stuff" I told him trying to grab my phone but he snatched it away now reading the tweets to himself

"Wow" he said locking my phone and fixing his hair

"You aren't seriously believing that stuff?" He stayed silent "are you?!" I now asked waiting for a response, this was ridiculous

"No" he said through his teeth trying not to get angry

"Good because, if you died I wouldn't have been able to live" I told him, he looked over at me with a faint smile

So I did tell that Kat chick that I was going to be out of town and hanging out with a friend a lot so I wouldn't have the time. She didn't talk to me since. I checked out her twitter and well this was a surprise. A picture, from today, of her Drew and Sam. Well the was interesting news to me and Kian who was uncomfortably looking over my shoulder at every.single.move.

"Who is Kat?" He asked

"I don't even know.." I told him because I didn't know who she was

Truly

She never showed up to class on time, she wore trashy outfits, her only friends are guys and some chick who is serving time in jail for illegal drugs and underage drinking. Now she is with Drew AND Sam. But hey have at it. They are screwed up anyway! Add a girl in the mix, good idea guys-good idea. Maybe I do know about her, but not what she actuallyyyyyy does, that could go on like the universe but I don't care that much to list out her shit since day one

"So why is she with Drew and my best friend???" He asked literately pissed

"Hell I don't know Kian, why don't you ask him?!" I told him. Now I was pissed. I hope he knows I don't have a clue why they were with Kat

"Sorry" he said yawning and closing his eyes, he looked too cute that I rested my head on his shoulder which I could surprising reach because of our majorrrr height difference.

And we fell asleep.