the middle man ⚬ kian lawley

no more sorries

So after taking a small nap on Kian's shoulder I woke up to a knock at apt he door

-knock-knock-

I got up with Kian behind me and opened the door to be greeted by Sam

"Sam..?" I asked as he just walked in

"Hey guys, friends, what's uppppp??" Sam yelled walking in and grabbing my waist. He had a strong grip

Just like Drew

"Can you not touch my waist?" I asked him stopping, and pointing at his hand in a very unwanted place. He wasn't pleased with my question but he did take his hand off my hip. I did not like him at all and he knows that, that is why he makes me his girl toy. He used to always try and hold my hand or hug me or kiss me. It was funny and all but he never actually kissed me or anything.

"I thought you liked it?" He asked me me trying to hold my hand

"Never in my fucking life have I liked you touching me or even near me!!" I yelled at his face and it felt good to finally tell him off like I just did.

"Rosi??" He gasped grabbing his chest joking around then trying to snake his way back in. Kian sure didn't do anything but laugh and it wasn't the best feeling.

"Both of you need to leave" I told them leading them to the door

"Wait what?" Kian asked but Sam was already out the door so I wasn't worried about him questioning

"Kian it was nice having you but i really don't want you here anymore" that sounded a lot harsher than I intended but I didn't like being laughed at for something that made me uncomfortable

"Wait. Don't understand, I'm sorry" then he started to look angry "I have been saying sorry so much lately, I'm a guy I laugh at stuff that's funny even if it's hurtful. I get angry because I don't understand sometimes." He yelled out at me he was about to say sorry but I did stop him

"Don't say sorry, you are right" i said

He was right he did sorry about a lot of things...a lot. I felt bad because he was saying sorry to me. I could handle not hearing a sorry but I don't think he realizes that.

He just stood there really awkwardly and didn't know what to do. I gave him a huge hug. He wrapped his arms around my back and bent his head down so he rested it on my shoulder and something really sad happened-Kian started crying. Like seriously he cried and well I didn't know why. He just cried into my shoulder and didn't look up till I pulled his chin up. He then dried his own tears until I pulled my arm up to dry his tears. He then smiled.

"Why are you crying Kian?"

"Because I screwed up again" he told me

"No you didn't" I started "now stop crying you are killing me you have no reason to cry"

He smiled "okay"

We went back to the couch and watched Sponge Bob. That's our relationship, we cry and then go and watch sponge bob. We watched the episode where they are selling chocolate and me and Kian were mocking the person that yells at them about chocolate.

"I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I HAD CHOCOLATEEEEE" Kian yelled

"I HATED IT!!!" I yelled back in response

We then just started yelling chocolate for no reason, even when the episode was over

"CHOCOLATE"

"CHOCOLATE!?"

We both yelled at random times. We found our selves in a pool of tears because we were laughing so much.