the middle man ⚬ kian lawley

im back

I stayed at the guys' house for another day, my parents were on vacation since it's their anniversary so I don't think they know where I'm staying. I missed my parents, it's been lonley but I had my friends so that was really all I had. I woke up that Sunday morning in the spare bed room at the boys' house. The comfy bed was occupied by 2. WAIT. wait again why am I surprised, this happened last time.

"Kiannnnnn" I moaned as his strong arms were wrapped on my stomach. His blondish fluffed up hair was immediately slick back as kian awoke.

"Rosi, what the heck, why didn't you go home?" he said lifting his head and sitting up. I wasn't the most presentable, my messy straight hair was now a bit wavy and my makeup was all over from crying.

"I don't know my house is empty" I said frowning.

"Well how about I bring you home so you can shower and get ready, you need a day to yourself" Kian said very softly.

"Ok" I said smiling getting out of the bed still in my jean shorts and crop top from the club. My head finally stopped pounding and my feet were actually able to hold my weight.
Kian got up and grabbed his keys. When we made our way downstairs, in the living room sat Sam, Trevor, Jc, Ricky, Andrea, Lia, Jenn, Cameron, Shawn , and Jack and Jack. oh shit.

"Hey guys!" Kian said as I awkwardly followed covering my face a bit.

"Hi!" They all said. I noticed the guys all staring at me as I hurried through the living room.

"Rosi how are you? Haven't seen you in a bit!" Cam said smiling.

"I'm good thanks." I said as I quickly made my way to the door. Kian followed as I got in the car. I set my face in my hand holdings i painful memories with Jack, Jack, Shawn, and Cam. They used to be my bestest friends, besides the boys, they went to this camp every year with me so I got close with them. It was 1 year ago when we went to this one camp and it was the first time meeting him. His beautiful hair and warm eyes greeted me immediately. Let's just say, last summer I was on a roll with guys. I met shawn after the incident with Kian so I was still emotional and needed someone, I was so desperate. That was my total low, I clung to Shawn and "fell in love", but I really didn't.

"Rosi?" Kian asked rubbing my back.

"Why is Shawn here?!" I asked him

"Working out stuff with Digitour" Kian told me, I looked at him wide eyes.

"digitour?" I said tearing up, the last time Kian was at Digitour I didn't see him for a 2 1/2 months. I know he has so much fun but I can't say goodbye.

"Wait why were you so upset?" Kian asked

"No no no, I can't, I'm fine" I said taking his key and putting it in the ignition, Kian took it straight out.

"What the hell happened?!" Kian asked on the verge of yelling

"ITS SHAWN! Ok, it's Shawn, me and him were close, very close, last summer after that one truth or dare game ok I was stupid and now that he's back, ugh, I just don't know" I said stiffening up and sitting back in the seat.

"SHAWN?? SHAWN MENDES??? THATS WHO YOU CLUNG TO THAT SUMMER?!" He yelled

"Kian what is your issue?" I asked upset at his reaction to something so small

"I just, I don't know why Shawn, he is younger and ignorant" Kian started.

"At least he has respect and doesn't dance with other girls" I said. I covered my mouth realizing my hurtful words. "Oh my gosh I'm-"

"No, you are right, he would treat a girl better, and I'm working on it, so I can too" he said smiling taking my hand. And starting the car

As we finally approached my house Kian took me in for a big, warm hug. His large arms fit around my frail body perfectly. He kept me in the hug as he stroked my hair gently. I smiled at his touch. If only he knew how much I truly loved him, I have told him but words would never be able to put in place my true feelings for him.

"I'm trying to be a better guy, trust me, I am" he said softly in my ear before I left the car.