I woke up the next morning with an aching stomach, and dizzy. "Jimin-ah!"
"Yeah?!"
"My stomach!! It hurts". I heard his feet tap the hard wood flooring,and come towards me.
"(Y/N) look at me"
"I can't it hurts to open my eyes"
"jesus Christ (Y/N), see what happens when you get into trouble?..you get stressed and that weekends your immune system"
"I'm sorry I didn't know I was talking to a doctor, do I need to pay? Oh wait no I don't have an appointment, and you probably don't except walk ins"
"shut up, how are you gonna tell kookie?"
"I'll just call him and tell him to come here". Jimin looked at me with a sad yet disappointed look. "Aye, you're a guy what should I do or say to make him not hate me"
"just because he's a guy doesn't mean there's a special way to not make him sad"
"I know but...I ju-" jimin cut me off
"just tell him the truth and he won't be mad"
Jimin took my hands and looked me in the eyes. "(Y/N)..I'm really sorry this happened to you and I'm really sorry you have to do something as hard as this.."
"....it's fine" I said in a quiet tone staring at our hands. His thumb was rubbing my hand in a circular motion. Our breaths matched, and I could hear my heartbeat. I honestly have no idea why I'm suddenly getting all icky, and these girly feeling towards my only friends.
I heard jimin sigh "it's to bad..and very...very sad" I looked up at him "what do you mean" he paused before answering without words. His eyes told me something that would forever change the way I saw jimin. His eyes played a little game, a little conversation, a little devil.
His eyes told me a secret jimin could never know I knew. "I want to tease you" they taunted me like little demons. "I wanna play chase, I wanna love you then break you, I love you, I need you, and you know it, and you can't have it...you brat". I snapped even though jimin wasn't actually saying those things it still drove me crazy. " stop! Stop! Stop! I know!! I know I can't have you!! So just stop!" Jimin grabbed my shoulders as I became even more frustrated with myself, and the eyes of the devil.
"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!! What's wrong!! What do you mean you can't have me?" I stopped realizing what I was saying. Tears flowing off my cheeks as I realized what I was. I was turning into my mom...it's not fun.
I got up and walked to the bathroom leaving jimin dumbfounded on the floor. I looked at myself in the mirror, and picked up my phone. I dialed Jungkook's phone number and told him that I was sorry and that he can hate me cause it's my fault. Although Jungkook being the forgiving mess he is told me he wasn't mad and that it's his fault.
"Jeon Jungkook!!" I yelled into the phone. "It's not okay! I hurt you and I know it! We're not supposed to be perfect and forgiving all the time Jungkook...it's okay to get mad at me when you want to" I knew what I had just said made Jungkook even angrier.
"You want me to be mad!? (Y/N) where are you!"
"At jimins house"
"jesus Christ (Y/N) you really want me to be mad at you don't you!!"
"No but it's ok to be mad if you are cause it's my fault"
"I'm coming over and we're gonna talk about this face to fucking face and don't you dare look away from me!" He hung up with those last few words.
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𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 || 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
Fanfiction(Y/n)s life is threatened by a black marketeer Min Yoongi who had adopted her just to feed his bank account. When the two seemingly get along well things sink a lot deeper. As she runs away from her problems with the man of her dreams Jeon Jungkook...
