I had enrolled in Ross University. After the summer I was to go to campus and learn—. Jungkook was being really sweet about it. The thing is that Jimin and I never quit doing what we were doing. Jimin and I sat in bed last night talking about it.
Last night:
Jimin was rubbing my arm. I was pulled close to him. "I'd be happy to help pay if you want." He said kissing my cheek. "No no, I don't want you to"
"You do"
"No.."
"It cost a lot to go to Ross, and me paying two hundred dollars isn't that bad. Plus I'm a cop."
"Investor"
"Homicide"
"Yeah...."
"See I could solve the cases and then if anyone's hurt I could go to you and you could stick them up" he smiled.
"Yeah....i dont know." I started to blank out. I stared at this one spot on the wall that Jimin had put a hole through. He had put his hand on the wall while thrusting and broke it. Jimin placed his face against my neck and breathed. I sat enjoying his company.
"I gotta get up." I said. Jimin started groaning. "Sorry~ Jungkooks gonna be back soon so I gotta be up there so he doesn't suspect anything."
As I was getting dressed I thought about why I was basically having an affair on Jungkook. The sex was great with Jungkook, and we've broken way more things than a goddamn bed, or put way more holes in the wall. He was just as hot as Jimin...I just don't understand why..
It's not like Jimins here for sexual support, and Jungkooks here for emotional. They both give me the same. If I had to choose I wouldn't.
Jungkook would be hurt, scared of me. I'd be the monster under the bed. I'd want him to burn me if he'd found out. I want him to even though he doesn't know...
Drown me..
Burn me...
Hang me...
End me....
I wanna end me...
When Jungkook talks about him in front of me it feels like I'm swallowing glass. I see that sea of grey, I see him...I see me falling.
The white dove died...
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Fanfiction(Y/n)s life is threatened by a black marketeer Min Yoongi who had adopted her just to feed his bank account. When the two seemingly get along well things sink a lot deeper. As she runs away from her problems with the man of her dreams Jeon Jungkook...
