𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 || 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Little ones

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS CHAPTER MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING CONTENT. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO SELF HARMING THIS CHAPTER IS NOT FOR YOU.

As Jungkook and I walked back to the house he stayed close to me. We were completely silent. Father forgive me for hurting this poor man. "You hungry?" He asked.

"No" I said looking up.

"You haven't eaten all day"

"I ate pretty much a late night meal last night so.."

"It's six O'clock"

"Meal.." what am I doing. What the hell, who was I to hurt him like this. He gripped my hand hardly then started to walk fast. I looked at his arm and noticed that he had scars on it. I grabbed his wrist with my right hand and brought it up to my face roughly. I stared tracing them with my pointer finger.

I looked up at Jungkook. Five, four, three, two, one....I hugged him tightly. My arms gripped together squeezing him. I felt his back muscles. I cried into his chest. "Why!!" I yelled.

"I...I'm more dead than you. I'm a zombie...I just wanna feel again"

"You have me to feel" I said staring at his eyes.

"Not...I...I cant remember how to.."

"Then why have me?..."

"Cause I need you"

"For what?!"

"What?"

"For what Jungkook!!! Why do you need me..."

"Cause....when we're apart I feel fifty times more numb (y/n). When I think of you I feel like I'm healing. That blank, black whole that I am is closing. I can't feel you right now, but you're my penicillin..."

"You don't have strep"

"You don't know that"

"I do"

"You and your fucking medical almost degree."

"Beside the point Jungkook. You are harming yourself and I...I wanna help you."

"Can I make a damn point"

"No. Your point is that I'm your secret healer and if I'm meant to help you than I will. It would see we both need watch other"

"Yeah..."

At the house:
Jungkook was sitting in the living room and I was taking a shower. I had my shower playlist going as I yelled the words. The echo came back and hit me in my face. I can't sing..

I leaned my head back to wash it when suddenly to arms wrapped around me. Two lips atach to my neck. I know it's Jungkook cause I mean...who else. My arm reaches up to his hair. His right arm reaches down more until just a few inches above my clit. I turned around quickly and started kissing him.

Hands on bodies lead to bodies on bodies. He was stimulating me when he stopped. I had no idea if he had a condom on but he didn't have STDs so..

Jungkook picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He placed his member inside me. He bounced me up and down on himself as I slid my hips back in forth. I leaned my head back as Jungkooks kissed my chest. My breathing was radiating against the water droplets it the mist.

He came fast. Soon after I came all over his dick. "Fuck" Jungkook moaned. He pulled out and let me down. I got down on my hands and knees and licked his member which was still hard. I looked up and saw Jungkook gripping the shower curtain, he had his other hand against the wall.

I sucked the tip lightly then placed his while member inside my mouth. I bobbed my head back in forth as jungkook moaned loud. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" he said out loud, gasping between each fuck. He grabbed my hair and made me go deeper. I looked up and saw him looking down at me smirking. "Does it taste good love?" He said then followed it with a growl.

"Fuck, you do it so well—" Jungkook has came for the second time in my mouth. I dripped down the sides of my mouth and his member. I licked the residue then stood up. He grabbed me and kissed me deeply the got out of the shower. I turned the water off and got out to.

Jungkook walked into the laundry room to grab towels and threw me one. I caught one and wrapped it around my body. "Jungkook I need-" Jungkook places another towel on my head and wrapped it around my face. He sighed "there" he said following it with a laugh. "You dick"

"You love it though"

I went silent then laughed. "You were hot" I said smirking. "You were sexy" he said walking closer to me to where his chest touched my breast. I looked his in the eyes and jokingly but my lip. Jungkook laughed then walked into the kitchen with a towel wrapped around his waist. He grabbed two cold bottles of water from the fridge.

He threw one to me but me being clumsy missed it and it flew right by me. Jungkook lingered in the fridge for a while then said "we need to go shopping" in a "matter of fact" tone. "We'll go tomorrow" he said opening his water bottle.

As Jungkook was chugging his water like beer, I walked back into the back and put clean clothes on. A pair of bootie shorts and an oversized white T-shirt. I walked back in the living room and saw Jungkook man spread with his towel on, on his phone. "Looking basic" I said sitting next to him. He placed his hand on my leg and rubbed it back and forth.

"What happened!" he said.

"What do you mean?"

"You in the water" he said. "I know you can swim, but you were drowning."

"I don't really know...I didn't even know I was drowning until you brought me out of the water."

"Hmm.."

"I had an awakening" I said sarcastically.

"Really?"

"No...at least I don't think I did..."

"You need to observe more."

"I do"

"Yeah, me"

"Yeah" I laughed.

"Heh heh" he said like a child the threw his phone onto the table.

"What are we doing tomorrow" I said getting up to grab the remote.

"We're planning?" He asked as I was walking back. I looked at him with a "are you dumb" kind of look then nodded my head. "I don't fucking know" he said wile pouting.

"How about...we go to the store in the morning, come back and make breakfast. Then we can go for another hike around the mountain, come back and eat lunch. Then we chill after that a.k.a. Have really good sex the rest of the day."

"....sounds good" he said quickly.

"What do we do right now?" I said still standing In the middle of the living room.

"You can put if some music and dance for me" He said sticking his tongue in the Sid of his cheek. I sighed the points the remote towards the TV and turned it on. I turned on YouTube then started playing Taki Taki.

I started dancing as he leaned back and watched me. I started twerking to the point where I was down to the floor. "Shit, you might have to come over here (y/n)"

I looked back and saw Jungkooks bulge in the towel. I laughed then fell down. " it's not funny, it's annoying." He said laughing. I fell back still laughing.

"It's a good thing cause I'm hungry" I said sitting back up.

"Oh really?" He said sticking his tongue into the side of his cheek again.

I laughed "no"

"Fuck you, what am I supposed to do with this?!"

"Take care of it"

"Fine" he got up and walked into the bathroom and shut the door. A couple of minutes when by and I heard him yell "fucking bitch!!"

I laughed.

In this moment...filled with little ones...

I'm happy.