𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 || 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Reflection of the future

Today me and Jungkook were hanging out, walking through the halls, enjoying each other's time. We felt connected in a way, as if we had been chewed up and spit out. People treated Jungkook like garbage and treated me bad just because I wanted to protect him.

All the nurses were nice but other than the people outside this hell hole, we're treated like shit.

Me and Jungkook have been getting closer since day one. Even though I knew him before he doesn't know that...he can't know that. I made a promise that I would never tell him that I actually know his real sick size instead of this fake made up size. I let him have fun with telling me lies like that, it makes him feel good when I believe them. But other than that his mental state has totally changed. The way he thinks, the way he speaks, the way he enjoys things have all changed.

One things for sure he's still the little pervert he was back then. That's what scares me..if that part of his mind is still there what's to stop the rest of it from awakening if I tell him who I am.

"JUNGKOOK-AH!" I yelled at the other side of the hall. Me and him were playing a game. One would whisper something and the other would guess what it was. "Are you ready!!" Jungkook yelled smiling.

The thing is I've always had good ears, actually really great ears. So this game was always easy for me but I would still let Jungkook win. The thing that scared me was the fact that sometimes Jungkook would say something depressing and I would catch it. He never knew though....

The thing that came out of Jungkookie's mouth this time scared me more than ever. "I know who you are" I heard him whisper. "What?" I said not even caring about the game.

"I know who you are" he said tilting his head. "What do you mean Jungkook...who am I?"

"Your name is (Y/N) (L/N), your in here because you got into a car accident, you have a bad history involved with the black market, your best friend is Park Jimin, and your ex boyfriend died in the car accident."

He finished as he rolled up to me.

His eyes were big, brown, and Beuatifully filled with confidence. He tilted his head again, and pressed his tongue against the inside of his mouth. My breath stuttered as I forcefully tried to breath.

I was scared...

I was sad...

I was not relieved....

I felt like I was drowning in guilt. I was barely saint in that moment, trying to compare then to later. I could see the reflection of the future in his eyes. I knew that he would end up finding out that I'm more than that...and that he is to.

It's going to hurt him...

It's going to break him..

Shatter him...

I'm sorry Jungkook...