𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 || 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Stainless stained white walls

I walked through the stainless white walled hallways that were actually dirtier that anything in this place. My hand lightly tapping the walls as I took a step. Today I was walking better than before. I begged the doctor to let me see Jungkook one time before I was able to be released and he made a deal with me. He said if I learn to walk in a month, and I can memorize this whole hospital by the end of the month then I could go see him as much as I wanted.

I successfully succeeded and today was my first time going to see Jungkook. I knew what room he was in cause well..I had to. A few nurses offered help but I declined. "You going to see your boyfriend today miss (Y/N)" said Reign. Reign was a country nurse that I came to know really well. "Yeah!" "Are you excited!!" "Oh I'm quaking" Reign laughed. "It's been a while hasn't it, since you've seen your dear" "yeah" I said sighing but yet smiling.

"Welp! Just keep walking and you'll get there" Reign smiled at me and waved goodbye. I continued walking until I came across the room. The door was completely white with a window (tinted). I couldn't see anything and was scared he wasn't going to be in there when I walked in.

I opened the door and peeked  my head around the corner. The room smelled of misery, and sadness. The bed was made perfectly with flowers on the bed. The room had a nice view of the outside which is what he needed. The thing that made me upset was the fact that jungkook was nowhere to be seen in the room.

A tear fell from my cheek as I tried to pull myself together. I decided I should just leave cause there's no reason to stay in an empty room. As I shuffled my feet out the door, my arms shaking from being week. I heard a nurse behind me. She had a happy tone, and was talking in a formal way.

I turned around only to see him...Jungkook. The nurse was pushing him from behind. He looked as if he had lost the last 8 years of his memory. He was holding flowers, the same kind from the bed. He had a bluish, light green jacket on. Smiling brightly like even these captivating walls couldn't break him. He looked so happy...I couldn't relate. He hadn't noticed me yet which was good. I liked seeing him happy like that, it's something I feel like I could never do.

Even though we laughed, and were happy a lot of the time we spent together it still felt different. "Would you like to go to the east garden on the roof tomorrow evening? Mr. Jeon?" "Yeah!! And in the morning we can eat at the gate" "ok, I'll come extra early se we can eat breakfast"

Seeing how happy he was with all the simplest things in the world made me...happy, and sad. I wiped the tears that were starting to stain my cheeks red. I continued walking even though I could still hear them behind me talking...happy..loving..caring...please take care of my little kookie....