The funeral was the most hard thing. It was stating that you knew they were gone, and that you excepted it. Having to except that you're boyfriend, the boy who had been there for you was gone. When he kissed me that last time...really was the last time.
It was my turn to get up and say a few words.
"Dear Jungkook:
Life...it's so delicate..yet at the same time it's this vicious obstacle course. You were the prize I got at the end of each obstacle. As I continue to run this obstacle course I run with pride. I won't turn back the day. I want to run into your arms as you stand at heavens gate with a big grin on your face.
I am sorry I wasn't there when you woke up. I promised you and I broke that promise. Just know that you are safe now. You've done so much good when the world did nothing but bad to you. You deserve to be nothing but safe.
Today I come here for the realization. I come here for the realization that you are truly gone from this life. Today I make a claim that I except that you will no longer be in my life. I'm going to close my eyes just as you did when you took that last breath. I'm going to remember all the things you did for me.
I'm going to leave you happily just as you left me...."
I closed my eyes. I remembered how we kissed, I remembered how he laughed, I remembered how he smiled, how he slept, how he would tell me he loved me, how he would hug me, how when he laid down his feet would rub against themselves. I remembered how he would sing in the shower, how his voice sounded agains my skin at 3:00 in the morning. I remembered his doe eyes, his pink, soft lips, his bunny teeth that showed when he smiled, I remembered how he cared for so many things. He never got mad at me.
It started to feel so real I could almost hear his voice say "close your eyes (y/n), I'm going to count to three....and I'm going to walk away. Forget about me.". It started to feel so real where I imagined a glass wall...and I placed my hand on that wall, and so did he. "I love you" He said as he walked away.....into the dark ibis of my mind...
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Fanfiction(Y/n)s life is threatened by a black marketeer Min Yoongi who had adopted her just to feed his bank account. When the two seemingly get along well things sink a lot deeper. As she runs away from her problems with the man of her dreams Jeon Jungkook...
