Jungkook snapped his fingers in front of me. "Foods done" he said walking over. I slowly got up and walked over to the table. I sat down knowing Jungkooks eyes were on me like leather.
I picked up the fork and cut a piece off the pancake and ate it. It was good but my feeling didn't change. "I know this bothers you..." Jungkook grabbed my hand and traced a circle with his thumb. "I'm sorry I can't do anything.."
A tear started to fall down my cheek. "He made me feel so useless Jungkook! He told me all men use me for is sex. He emphasized that they do it is because I'm broke and it's easier to get in bed. He rolled me in a ball and threw me in the trash like a piece of paper. I'm useless Jungkook!!" I sobbed. He got up and knelt in front of me. He wrapped he arms around my hips and pulled me close to him. He laid his head on my leg.
I could tell he was breaking just as much as I was. I'm sorry I did this to you. I broke my back for life but then I realized life was breaking my back. I'm tired of fighting to have a good life. I'm ready to throw hands with the sky. I'm ready to fight a tree. I'm ready to cuss out dirt.
I've become a fucking psychopath. We fought life together and were week. I'm overdosing on the bad part of living. Why is it so hard to live. We're just innocent children who want nothing more than to walk in a field of roses in white clothes.
We're innocent. You don't kill the innocent, you walk with them. I've walked a thousand miles and no ones joined. They continue to mock us, and throw trash at me. They're horns showing like the devil.
They can't feel good about that can they? Can life really be this cruel?
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𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓴𝓮𝓽 || 𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
Fanfiction(Y/n)s life is threatened by a black marketeer Min Yoongi who had adopted her just to feed his bank account. When the two seemingly get along well things sink a lot deeper. As she runs away from her problems with the man of her dreams Jeon Jungkook...
