Learning To Love (Supernatural And The Flash Crossover) BOOK 1

chapter 25

I woke up in my bed topless with a blanket covering me I thought I was alone when I turn around and thank God I saw Sam he was looking at me amused and I said: whatt?
He laughed and said: nothing I'm enjoying the view.
I laughed and said: Ohh Yeah? Me too
He was topless too I couldn't help but stare then he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer to him and said: ohh yeah?
Then he got on top of me and kissed me passionately the kissed lasted forever when we broke apart for air I looked at him and I said: how much do you love me?
He looked at me smiling and said: look at your right hand.
I looked and I saw a ring on my finger I was a bit shock when Sam continued: do you really think we would get married if we didn't love each other enough!? You made me the happiest man when you said yes Max I'll love you forever till death do us apart!
I smiled I didn't understand what was going on but I wasn't about to say anything so I said the only thing I needed to say: I love you Sammy so so much.
Sam: I love you too mrs. Winchester.
I kissed him passionately that's when everything changed and I was in a big mansion there was a white light coming from one of the doors when I came close to the door I heard a voice said: hello Max.
I turned around to see Dean I looked at him and said: Dean what's going on?
He smiled and said: I'm not Dean I just wore his form so you'll feel comfortable.
"Who are you? And what the hell is going on?"
Dean: I'm an angel my name is Daniel.
"Am I dead?"
He laughed and I said: I'm glad you find it funny
Daniel: no max you're not dead.
"It sure feels like it"
Daniel: you're not! You actually far from being dead.
"So what am I doing here?"
Daniel: healing. Look at this!
He then snap his hands and we were back at med bay and I saw myself lying on the bed unconscious with a life censor and a banch of cables I didn't know what they were for and then I saw Sam my heart ache to see him like that he sat next to my bed holding my hand his eyes are red and puffy he talked to my unconscious body but I couldn't hear what he was saying then I looked at Daniel and I said: and I'm not dead?
Daniel: nope!
"You lost me!"
Daniel: ok let's start all over I'm an angel...... your guardian angel....and like you already know you are special...time travel....teleportation and few powers you haven't figured out yet...I'm here to make sure you are protected and yes I know you don't need protection but that's my job.... blame you mom for it.
Blame my mom!?!? What the hell is he talking about?!
"My mom??? How would you possibly know her she died when I was born"
Daniel: true but I knew her before that.
"How???"
Daniel: you don't know? I thought you knew!
"Knew what?"
Daniel: you mother was an angel you are half an angel.
I laughed hard and I said: I've been called a lot of things angel is not one of them!
Daniel: Max I'm serious!
I stopped laughing and I look at him and said: that's not possible ok! I'm an orphan I grew up in hell till I was smart enough to escape ok!? I have no parents never had! I was made in a lab pal you have the wrong Max!
Daniel: trust me when I say this! I have the right Max!
"I don't wanna hear about it anymore! How do I go back?"
Daniel let it go and said: once you ready!
"And When am I ready?"
I then looked at Sam again and he said; I'm glad you learned how to love.
"Yeah I did"
I had tears in my eyes just to see him hurt like that and Daniel said: I knew getting Sam in your way will be good for you it is your destiny to be with him!
I looked at him kinda shock but nothing surprises me anymore and I said: how long have you been watching me?
Daniel: your entire life!
"Some angel you are! You let me rote in that place!"
Daniel: everything I did had a purpose!
Everything I did lead you to Sam.
I looked at him speechless the only thing I wanted right now was to go back to being in Sam's arms but I also needed some answers I had to know if he knows who did this to me when I crossed paths with that guy he always had his face hiding in the shadows like a creep.
"Who did this to me?"
Daniel looked at me kind of shock that I don't know and said: you never saw his face?
"I never knew his name, he was always hiding in the shadows"
Daniel: believe it or not but I don't know his name all I know is that he is a creature sent to kill you.
"Why? What kind of creature?"
Daniel: because you special, the bad kind he came from the underworld.
"Ughhh great!"
Daniel: I can help you go under the radar.
"How?"
Daniel: by erasing your memories! Your magic leaves a magical print which make it easy to track you but once you're no longer you and you don't know you have powers this man can't track you down.
"Whatt? Are you crazy?"
Daniel: Max think about it! It will keep you loved ones safe! Sam Jesse and Dean!
Daniel was righ this creep is after me maybe it will keep them safe how will I be able to live without Sam or Dean.
Dean was someone who was always there for me since the day we met he become my best friend and for the past 5 years that we were in London together he always understood me I was cold emotionless the only person I cared about and never told was him at the time I couldn't be more grateful to have someone like him in my life someone who never gave up on me even when I was such a bitch sometimes.
Sam Sammy my Sammy I met him when I was still emotionless but even then he made me feel something even if I didn't know what it was, he was the person who taught how to love the time I spent with him and knowing him made me feel safe that maybe I could be happy and I was..... I am.... letting him go is the hardest part for me loving him was pure and passionate I will always love him but I have to let him go...
I have to let him go so he can be safe with our son I have to keep them and Dean safe till this threat is gone and Daniel is right this is the only way.
A tear fell down my cheek and I wiped it I looked at Daniel and I said: can I least say goodbye?
Daniel: of course.
He snaps his fingers and I showed up back in med bay, Sam was all alone there he sat next to my bed and I was behind him I couldn't help but tear up I stayed looking at him few more seconds when I said: hey.
The look on his face was heartbreaking he knew immediately what it mean when he saw me like this then he said: please tell me you're not......
Another tear fell down and I said: I am... I'm so sorry Sammy.
Sam: how can it be? I thought you couldn't....
"My injuries are worse than I thought...I don't have much time I had to say goodbye"
Sam: don't leave me Maxi.
"I'm so sorry honey please don't hate me "
Sam: hate you? Max it's been a long time since I've loved someone like I love you..... I'm not sure how I can live without you in my life.
I wiped another tear and I said: you have to be strong we have Jesse here you have to be strong for him.
He then took his hand and gently stroked my face the feeling of his touch was priceless then I said: I will always love you sammy.
He then kissed me I didn't want to let go when we broke apart he hugged so strong and he whispered: I don't want to let you go.
"I don't want you to let me go"
I wanted to stay so badly but I couldn't I had to keep them safe.
We stayed like this just staring at each other when Dean walked in with team flash and Jesse he saw me and he knew too what it means he looked at me and said: no no no no no tell you're not dead common Max this has to be a bad joke you can't die!
He had tears in his eyes begging me to tell him something else but I couldn't so I got close to him and I said: I'm sorry I got hurt pretty bad.
Dean: what can we do?
"Nothing just hold on I'm really sorry"
Dean: I'd make a deal for you.
"No! You can't do that please Dean you have Sam and Jesse to look out for them please Dean don't leave them alone!"
Dean wiped a tear and said: Max please...
"I'm sorry.....I never told you that but you're the best friend I've ever had and I love you so so much"
Dean: Maxi.....you're the best partner someone could ever ask for I love you so so much.
He hugged me tight and said: I promise you I will keep them safe.
"Thank you"
Caitlin: I don't understand what is happening???
I broke the hug and I looked at team flash and I said: I wanted to thank you for everything you done for us and all the help you gave us Caitlin you one of the lucky ones..... have people like Barry and Cisco with you to protect you as lucky as I was to have this three amazing men in my life don't lose them! I might be gone but I'll never forget you.
I then looked at Jesse who was crying really hard and I hugged him and said: I'm so sorry baby but I need you to promise me to stay strong and keep our family together and safe ok!? Never let the people you love go never!
Jesse: I can't make that promise because I have to let you go mom don't leave us.
I cried hard and I kissed his forehead and I said: I will always be with you just look inside your heart I love you.
I let him go and I looked at everyone one last time and i said: its time. Don't worry about my body it will vanished in a few minutes. I love you all very much.
I gave Sam one last look and he ran over me and kissed me and said: I will always love you.
I smiled at him and I disappeared.

**writer p.o.v**
They watched as Max disappeared and her body fade away with her it was the hardest moment any of them had in a long time but Max knew it will keep them safe it might not stop them from being hunters but at least the man who was after her won't come after them.
Mentally she was heartbroken she never had so much feeling inside but she knew it's the right thing to do.
New name new place new Max even though she won't remember herself in a few moments she looked inside herself and she said: here goes nothing!