My Saucy Girl

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Miane's

I know how hard it is for RJ. Because I feel it the same way.

The weather did give this feeling of wanting intimacy. But am I ready?

What will happen if I get pregnant? Will I disappoint him? I know I'm not intimately involved with anybody else. If in case, this will be the first time. And another question popped out of my head. Is he the one for me? If I give him myself, will he stay? Will he love me same way?

While he was in the bathroom, I know he's in his own battle with his libido, he was showering and trying to kill that sexual urge he too, is feeling. But I too, feel the same. The weather is like telling me to give in. And I don't think I can control it anymore. Seeing his restlessness, I know I'm in for a very romantic and intimate night with him.

He went out of the shower, changed into his sweats and shirt. I looked at him. Trying to read his facade.

"Babe? Are you awake?" Tanong niya.

"Hmm?"

"Tulog ka na. Doon lang ako sa couch matulog. Delikado."

"Babe?"

"Yes?"

"Will you stay with me even if I give myself to you?" I did not know how to stop myself anymore. Hindi ko na halos mapakinggan ang bulong ng tamang konsensiya ko.

Lumapit siya sa akin.

"How can you say that babe? I love you and I will definitely stay with you. But then, don't force yourself to give it to me now dahil napressure ka lang dahil nararamdaman mo yung hirap ko. I know I feel the sexual tension, pero I still can manage. Kaya nga ako nagshower para lumamig yung ulo ko."

"Saan bandang ulo yan?"

"Hay nakuha pang magbiro. Hirap na nga ako o!"

"Sorry.. Pero if ever something happens between us, I mean if we have sex, will you still stay?"

"Of course. Why would I not?"

"Well, I just want to know."

"Bakit?"

"Cause I think, I feel like the time is right..."

"Now?"

"Now....."

A/N Very short update.. Kase mahaba sa susunod. Cheret!

Makapag-Ingles minsan. Hehehe. Forgive me sa mga typos and errors. Di ko po talaga binabasa. I text it in my phone and I feel tired rereading it so I publish it agad. Nakikita ko na lang po yung mali pagkanabasa ko na as reader. Pasensiya na po.

Anyway, As usual "No proofread".