I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine (boyxboy)

Chapter 21

What is family? Are they supposed to be our blood? Or a family are someone you can feel you are home?

Mingkwan is thinking. Thinking on how to get himself out of this messed. He is trying, he is trying to be a son but, his been doing that all his life. Does he don't have the right to get tired?

Throwing himself to his bed that been years since he last used, Mingkwan rub his face in frustration.

Then his phone ring.

Kit...

The smile creeped on Ming's face.
His dimpled boy, his carefree sunshine. For the first time in his life, he found himself caring, looking forward for the next day.
Is he allowed to be happy too?

"Hey." Ming answered the call putting a cheerful facade.
The other line stayed silent making Mingkwan think if its an accidental call.

"Are you OK?." Kit asked after awhile.

"Why do you asked that, of course I am." Ming laughed. Why Ming is having a hard time breathing. His heart is constricting so much making him pressed his palm on his chest where his heartbeat is beating on unsteady beat.

"There is something on your voice, are you sure are you okay?." Kit asked worriedly. There is no usual playful mirth on it.

"I'm fineee.., and you?." Mingkwan no that he have to tell Kit because tomorrow this thing will be on the news. He can't buy the media his mother invited but his courage when it comes to Kit is not that strong. How can he tell him that just few days they are officially together, he is engaged?

You can tell him the truth. Said the logical part of his brain.

"Kit."

"Hmm?."

"If- whatever happens, I want you to trust me, believe in me." Ming said in desperation.

"Mingkwan! What's wrong with you?."

"I told you it's nothing, I have to go back to the party, goodnight... Baby." Mingkwan cut the call without waiting for Kit's reply. Angrily taking off his tie and throw it anywhere.

Kit stared at his phone with a frown. Something is wrong he can tell it.

"What's wrong?." Beam asked.
"I think something is going on with Mingkwan." Kit told Beam who is busy playing video games.

"Maybe its just business, you get yourself involved with a businessman and a big man at that." Beam shrugged.

"I think its different." Kit replied as he sat beside Beam.

"Dude, the Daichapanya have a very very complicated family situation and you have to be ready whatever is coming." Beam sighed. All Beam can do is warn Kit, he can't tell him that this is not going to work but he can tell that his friend had fallen hard.

Mingkwan is staring at the ceiling with the lights turned off. The darkness that envelopes the room is giving Ming the temporary security to his beaten up heart.

A knock disturbed the silence. Mingkwan tried to ignored it but the insistent bang on his door is annoying him more than he is already. Pulling the door open with the force that made the wooden panel shook from its hinges.