I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine (boyxboy)

Chapter 32

Real feelings don't just go away, it just hides inside the farthest part of our being..waiting to be discovered once again..

Kit followed a habit or maybe a pattern. He go to DDC then the hospital then home. The next he do it all over again.
Inside the DDC building nobody opened their mouths to gossip, its a sensitive topic. They worked like usual. Like when Mingkwan is present.

Eadric have to step over all over again. The older Daichapanya have to juggle to the head office and his wife who currently undergoing psychiatric treatment. No she's not crazy. She is just emotionally disturbed. Something that should have been gone years ago but they choose to coddle it instead.

The huge company that suddenly have its foundation tied up in the Hospital had a huge impact. Stockholders are asking, employee are worried but this people who never realized that the person who are putting them on top may lost his life. They are busy thinking about themselves.

Kit have to bit his own tongue for that. He have no right. He is just an intern.
But no one can tell how Kit is breaking inside. Its been a week but Mingkwan haven't shown any sign of waking up yet. He is just lying there, serene..like the peace on his face is telling them he'd rather sleep forever than wakeup.

Forth is all over the place. He stayed near the Hospital to looked after Ming and also do works. He have to help uncle Eadric with DGC too which is giving him much stress.
All he can do is face the board and the stockholders, calming them that Mingkwan will be back. Forth wanted to knock his head. His business is shipping not buildings and such. But still he tried to handle the internal affairs for his cousin. That's the only thing he can do for him and wait for him to wake up.

Kit is sitting beside Mingkwan's hospital bed. He was transfered the other to this room when they determined that he is out of danger. Tomorrow is Kit's last day on DGC , he was glad that his dad is back to his feet and working but the sadness that Mingkwan will not see him off tomorrow is painful.

How come in a short period of time Mingkwan manage to creeped himself inside Kit like a virus? It shouldn't be like that right? Ever since they met, those roller coasters of emotions keep on attacking Kit. He don't deserved that.

He hold Mingkwan's cold palm. The smooth but firm hand that is sure of everything it does is now lifeless at it sit beside Ming.

"Till when are you going to make me worry about you?, get up! Stop lying on that bed! You can't just shove me your heart without holding mine carefully... You can't leave mine bleeding you heartless prince!." Kit like a lunatic, talked to Mingkwan, like he can hear him.

Kit never been in love before. He don't know how people in love supposed to feel. But the thought of Mingkwan never coming back is like someone reaping his guts out cannibal style.
The pain is blinding. Why love can make you be on euphoric heaven one minute then back to pits of hell the next second?

The door opened behind Kit but he didn't turn back to see who is it. He knows its just Forth. How sad it is to learned that Mingkwan don't really have any friends. Is Forth and Phana considered as one? They are like his big brother not friends.
Many are just fake bigots who ride on his tail. Insincere people who saw him as golden ticket not Mingkwan, not Ming who just like them feels happy, sad and hurt.