I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine (boyxboy)

Chapter 18

Don't try to measure pain its endless but measure the patience that can endure that pain....

"Ming your mother is stressed, she's not young anymore, her body will gave out if more emotional attacks will happened to her." The Daichapanya family doctor told Ming. His father is currently beside his mother who is sleeping.
He realized his parents looked older. Gone are the vibrant shine of youth tha shows the power they had. He never have that moment where he interacted with them happily.
If there's one, he can't remember.

"Try to ease your mother's stressed if possible, let your parents retire."

Ming entered his mother's private room with his father beside the hospital bed.

"Looked what you've done." Eadric said as he hold his wife's hand.

"All we asked is you to be good at everything."

I'm not perfect, but have you ever asked what I want?

"Me and your mother are not as young as before, we can't handle stressed."

But its okay if its me?

"I can't step down from my position because I'm worried our company will be gone with all the playing you are doing"

Why? Why you never looked at me? Why you always looked somewhere else aside from me? Will you please look at me?

"Your mother, your mother never been the same...." Eadric trailed.

How about you?

"She never been the same, all I can do is hold her hand and join her on that sorrowful place"

And who will hold my hand, you both left me lost all by myself..alone..

"Why you hate me so much Dad?."

Eadric's eyes widen. Mingkwan don't call them Mom and Dad anymore, since he was a teenager he stopped seeking them.
He realized he neglected his youngest son but its too late.
Mingkwan don't looked for their attention anymore, he never asked them where they're going or when are they coming back. 
When his wife sent their child to New York, he never protested. And his security told him, he never asked for them. Eadric thought that his son is a brilliant boy, he was mature at the young age so he followed his wife's wishes.

"Don't answer that, I don't need to know." Mingkwan watched his mom's peaceful breathing.

"Mingkwan, your mother is sick you know that right?." The older Daichapanya sighed.

"I know, aren't you guys keep on reminding me that it was my fault?." Ming smiled bitterly. The huge private room is suffocating him.

"I don't blame you, its just your mom needed me the most, I have to looked after her.''