We can't choose who or where we will fall inlove, it's always unpredictable, its always unexpected.... Like being hit by a lightning in the middle of the road
_______________ Kit
Is it really too much too ask to pass college smoothly? You kno...
They stayed sitting on the grass with Kit holding Mingkwan tightly. The silence is comfortable. With the birds singing their own songs and rustling of the leaves as the wind blows softly kissing Kit and Mingkwan's skin softly. Kit can feel Mingkwan's heartbeat banging against his palm. The labored breathing on his shoulder. He is praying to heal his man, to maybe bless him with a will to let go. Kit kissed Ming's head as he run his hand on the CEO's back.
Will he be okay? Or the ghost of the past will keep on hunting him all his life? The wound that he never left alone to heal, the bruised that keep on bleeding. He can't measure Ming's agony, all he can do is stay. Stay with him.
Kit knows that Mingkwan's bitterness, his sorrows are mostly connected with his mother, the woman that even Ming don't want to admit he is craving for her. Her attention, her touch, her love.
The most painful words are not from what other people telling you but..the most hurtful words are from our love one's words unintentionally or intentionally thrown at us. It leaves permanent damage that even you tried hard to erase, it stays..like a permanent stain.
Kit cannot stepped that family boundary, he cannot help Mingkwan on that if the man won't help himself.
After awhile, Ming untangle himself from Kit. With his knees folded in front of him, elbows are leaning on his knees with his hands are clasped around his neck, he look far in front of them. Watching the beautiful scenery. Ming wonder if the souls ever come here and enjoy the nature. That would be funny if they all come there once in a while to maybe party. Mingkwan hide his head between his arms as he close his eyes.
"I'm sorry." Ming said breaking the silence. Kit sighed softly, he move around Ming and sat down then lean on Mingkwan's back.
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"Its okay, you can lean on me..I wouldn't mind because I can't offer you anything aside from me."
"I thought I dreamed of P'Fane that time in the hospital before I woke up, I saw him older then we both back when we we're young on that place." Mingkwan suddenly remember that dream.
"Do you hate him?." Kit asked.
"Hate?." Mingkwan paused. Does he hate Fane?
"Because he left you, maybe you hated yourself because you can't stop hating P'Fane." Kit is trying his luck here. He wanted Mingkwan to unlock everything once and for all.
