Desperation of a Broken Heart (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 18

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An ending isn't just an ending. It's also a new beginning. A sad ending doesn't mean that everything's wrong and not quite right. It means that you chose some wrong choices and you must start anew to find the the things that is really meant for you.

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4 years later

I smiled when I saw my two little angels running to my direction.

"Hi, babies." I leaned down and kissed their cheeks when they reached for me. "How's the day of my two babies huh?"

"twas (It was) okay, Mamee." Joseph answered as he took my hand. He's Joseph Shannson Yu.

"Yes Mamee, twas okay, we play Broom! Broom!" Joshua stated acting as he still playing that toy car. He's Joshua Shaunderson Yu.

Apat na taon na rin ang lumipas mula ng lumisan ako sa piling ni Johann at masasabi kong hindi man iyon ang pinakatamang desisyon na gawin ay alam kong tama ang ginawa ko noon.

Balang araw nasisiguro kong ipapakilala ko sila pero hindi sa ngayon lalo pa't hindi alam ng ama nila na nageexist nga sila sa mundong ito. Ipinagamit ko ang apelido ko sa kanila dahil ayaw kong magtanong pa sila kung bakit iba ang apelido nila sa akin. Jonathan even suggested touse his surname Sandoval to be affixed to my kids and stand as their father figure but there's no way for me to do such thing. I abhor everything happened between me and Johann but not to the point that I'm going to enclose the connection between him and the kids. I'm not that cruel, he's still the father of my kids and no one could change that fact. He'll know their existence but not today but I'm sure that when I get the chance to get to the point that I need to tell my kids. I WOULD.

Nakita kong bigla silang naghahagikgikan dahil sa paglalaro nila sa mga toys nila.

Kahit kailan talaga ay napapasaya ako ng mga anak ko. They made my day kahit na pagod ako dahil galing sa trabaho ay nawawala when they appear in front of me and even they're doing nothing, just to look at them simply made me feel supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. We headed to our dining area while they are swinging our hands.

"Me watch a gweyt (great) movie with Tita Jess and tshin (Shin), twas called Aladdin. Sabi ni tita, I tyud (should) be as bweyb (brave) as 'im (him). 'pecially (especially), on luurve (love.)" Joseph stated he's talking about the move he watched with shin, my nephew to kuya and Jess; he's about a year old.

Natuwa naman ako sa sinabi niya, he's trying his best to explain kahit na hindi pa ganun kaayus yung pagsasalita niya. Samantalang si Joshua naman ay nanatiling tahimik hawak-hawak ang laruan niyang kotse "You baby boy, do you have something to share with mommy?" I asked. Among the two, he's more silent than his twin brother. Ngumiti lang ito sakin, naalala ko tuloy kung papaano ngumiti si Johann. I can't deny na magkamukhang-magkamukha silang tatlo. Malakas talaga ang dugo nun parang lahat yata ay nakuha ng kambal ko ay sa kanya maliban sa mata na nakuha nila sakin. "Jotep is too yawd (loud) the yull (whole) jay (day), mamee. He's talking too much and it 'itates (irratates) me, I read books too, twas (it was) broom broom broom." Tukoy nito sa comics niyang cars. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mahilig ang anak kong iyan sa kotse, samantalang wala naman akong hilig maging si Johann ay ganun din.

"That's great, then." I smiled to the both of them as I open the Donnut I bought for the two of them. Vuenavista

My identical twin boys just turned 3 last month, hindi ko akalain na almost 4 years na ng umalis ako. I'm now here in Davao working in a small Brewery company the "JV BREWERY GROUPS OF COMPANY". As of the moment, okay naman ang sweldo ko sa kanila. Natutugunan ko naman ang pangangailangan namin ng mga anak ko.