SEQUEL TO FEEL
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"I've been waiting wide awake for the wave to come and take me right to you."
Olivia & Austin's endeavors continue. Through all the fame, hate, and other trials and tribulations, will they be able to stay so strong?
I stood on the rooftop as I watched Olivia walk away. She came here to see me and I turned her away. But for what? She loves me and I love her. Why don't I feel like it's that simple?
I guess it's because of Lily. I've never had a problem breaking hearts before so why can't I break hers?
Or maybe it had to do with the fact that I went to the house to apologize to Olivia just to see her dancing with Quinten through the window. Maybe I was hurt. Actually, there was no maybe; I'm devastated.
My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing. I pulled it out of my pocket to see Lily's face flashing across the screen.
"Hello?" I answered it, monotonously.
"Hey, have you thought any more about letting me open for you?" She asked and I immediately got pissed off.
"Not now, Lily. Please," I huffed. "I'm out with some friends right now."
"Where are you?" She questioned. As if she has the right to ask. Well, maybe she does. I left her at home once again.
"I'm just out, okay? I'll be home later," I said even though it wasn't really home anymore.
"You're always running off places and leaving me here. I'm sick of it when all I'm trying to do is be in your life," She told me.
"Yeah, but not you're not trying for the right reasons," I let out a sarcastic chuckle.
"What's that supposed to mean?" She asked and I rolled my eyes.
"Forget it. I'll be back later," I told her, trying so desperately to get off of the phone.
"Are you with Olivia? Because if you are, I'm done," She said rudely. I couldn't believe her.
"Are you Lily?" I asked. "Are you really done?"
"Are you with that bitch?" She asked again.
"I don't think you have the fucking right to be questioning me," I told her. Wow, I actually can't stand her.
"You're my boyfriend. But like I said, if you're with her, then I am done!" She raised her voice.
"Be done then, I guess," I told her. I'm not with Olivia but I don't care if she leaves.
"What?" She scoffed and I hung up on her.
I don't even want her around. She's literally only here for two reasons. To make Olivia jealous and for sex to get my frustration out. I huffed as I sat back down on the pavement.
Why has my life gone to shit?
(the next day)
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They were all on a road trip apparently. And I wasn't there. It didn't hurt that I wasn't there, though. It hurt that Quinten was there instead of me. It's my fault, though, and I couldn't be upset.
I threw my phone on the bed beside me as I heard the shower start in the bathroom. The door soon opened and revealed a naked Lily only wrapped in a towel.
"Want to join me?" She asked. Yeah, I know, we had made up after last night.
"Sure," I smiled at her. I might as well get my mind off of Liv.
I walked into the bathroom and took my clothes off, stepping into the shower with her. She kissed me and I kissed her back, the hot water running over us.
I just needed to relieve this stress.
a/n: short chapter, i know. i just wanted to update. i have a couple things to say though. :-))))
1. should i stop the songs at the beginning of chapters?
2. it may sound stupid but i don't want this book to end bc i don't want to let go of olivia & austin :(( im sad ok bye. :))
