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lonely alone // chelsea cutler

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ol1v1a.mcne1l Tha Gurlz.
emilyjenningsxo ILY GUYS TO THE MOON AND BACK.
harker.pummel Don't forget about Tha Guyz. (Me & Taylor if you forgot.)
ol1v1a.mcne1l @harker.pummel Yep. Mhm. Totally forgot.
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37 minutes ago

I woke up a few hours ago in my hotel room with Kyle passed out on the floor. I wasn't sure why he didn't just go back to his room but I didn't care. I got my mind off of things last night and plus, I slept so good.

But my head was killing me. It had been a while since I had drank that much. I wasn't sure why I did it. It's not like my life is that stressful. But I have had a headache for three hours and I thought it was time for a nap even though it was the middle of the day.

After a power nap that lasted a couple of hours, I woke up and my head wasn't hurting as bad anymore. But something was bugging me and I couldn't figure out what. I think I was just missing Olivia more than usual. For some reason when I woke up this morning, I expected her to be in bed next to me.

But that wasn't the case. And it sucked. I felt like I needed to call her, just to hear her voice. I went to my contacts, clicking on Liv's name. It rang after I pressed call but it went straight to voicemail.

"Hey, it's Olivia! Sorry I couldn't come to the phone. Leave your name and number and I'll get back to you, byeeee," Her voice said and there was a beep. And that's when a faint memory came flooding back to me from last night.

Oh no. No, no, no. I quickly hung up and clicked on my recents, seeing where I had called Liv at one in the morning when I meant to call Lily. Fuck! I fucked up. I fucked up bad.

I didn't know what to do besides call her again. So I did. And even though she sent me straight to voicemail, I kept calling. Oh no. Fuck.

I finally gave up and called Taylor. I was panicking so badly. I felt numb. And I'm sure she did, too.

"Yello," Taylor answered and I rolled my eyes. I wasn't in the mood for his goofy ass.

"Taylor, where's Olivia?" I breathed, covering my eyes with my hands.

"She just got home about ten minutes ago," He told me.

"Just got home? Her class ended an hour and a half ago," I said. I knew Olivia always went straight home after classes. She never went anywhere else.

"Uh, yeah," Taylor said suspiciously. "I gotta go."

"Taylor, I'll fucking kill you," I snapped at him. "What do you know that I don't know?"

"Nothing," He told me and I knew he was fucking lying.

"Taylor. I'm gonna ask you one more time," I breathed heavily. I was getting so pissed off.

"Are you fucking threatening me? I'm the only one here that still fucking likes you after you broke Olivia's heart!" He yelled at me and I shut up. He's right. I did. "She's my girl's best friend, man. She's like my sister."

"I know," I sighed. "I'm sorry. I just want to know why you're acting so sus right now. What happened?"

"Austin, look. I don't think I should be the one telling you this," He sighed and something twisted in my stomach. Now I was worried.

"Taylor, please help me out here, man," I begged. "I love her."

"All I know is she came home bragging about how she fucked her professor," Taylor finally said and my heart sank to my stomach. What the fuck. "But she might just be joking. She doesn't seem like that type of girl."

"She knows we talk, doesn't she?" I asked with a weak voice.

"Yes," he replied. I sighed.

"Did she tell you directly that she slept with him?" I asked, hoping she did. That would mean she's just trying to get back at me.

"No, she just told Randy. Parker doesn't even know. But Randy told me of course," Taylor explained to me. I felt sick.

She had sex with someone that wasn't me. All of the things I taught her she was doing with someone else. Her professor of all people. My heart was pounding out of my chest. I couldn't see straight.

"Austin?" Taylor said but I couldn't respond. I didn't know how. "Ya there?"

"Uh. Yeah. Bye, Taylor," I said before hanging up the phone. Wow. This was really happening, wasn't it? There isn't an 'us' anymore. That's some shit.

I deserve it. Of course people want Olivia. She's beautiful. But I never thought I'd have to give her up. The thing is that even though she completely shattered my heart, I still love her as though she done nothing wrong.

I couldn't think straight. I was so angry. So upset. So betrayed. So I done the only thing I knew how to do. Hurt her.

I looked through my contacts carefully, clicking on a name.

"Hey, Lily," I said as she answered the phone. "How would you feel about coming on the rest of the tour with me?"

a/n: oh shit boiiiizzzzz.
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