I Died Today (BWWM)

16.History

Sydney P.O.V

I looked at Greg stress eating for the second day in a row, and I sat on the other bed text, Levi. Me and him both are going to this store later called The Sun and Moon to get this book. I looked at the text from Levi begging me to video call or just call him, but I didn't want to with Greg in the room.

"I'm heading to the store," Greg said dropping his empty box of cheese it's, and two bags of Doritos.

"Yeah." He said looking for his car keys and I handed them to him.

"We can just move out on our own," I said and he looked at it.

"I don't have a job, and neither do you, how would we support ourselves?" He asked me in a knowing way.

"Maybe we will struggle but its better than being unhappy," I said back and he just looked at me.

"Have you ever been cheated on?" He asked sitting next to me.

"Yes, hundreds of times, so I know its better to leave," I said and he nodded.

"Look like you have a video call from your boyfriend," Greg said standing and walking out the room, and I took a deep breath picking it up.

"Fucking finally woman." Levi said and I smiled at his adorable face.

"I missed you as well if that's what you meant," I replied and he smiled.

"I have missed you more, with everything going I feel like I'm going crazy." He said walking around.

"Do you have everything set up?" I asked lying down on my bed.

"Yeah, I convinced my dad to let Ethan stay in the basement and he has to pay 200 in rent every paycheck. Once I and you leave he can have my room." He said reminding me I need to figure a lot of shit out in 2 months.

"Still at a hotel I see." He said and I smiled.

"Sooner or later we are going to have to deal with this but for right now my dad is going to keep lying about this. Everything around me is crazy right now." I said and he nodded.

"I want to see you." He said and I smiled.

"You're looking at me now," I replied.

"I'm downstairs at the front desk what your room number?" He asked and I smiled big for no reason.

"It's, 510," I said and he hung up before I could talk again.

I was nervous not only did I look a mess but he was coming up here, I have seen him in person since that day. He's technically my son, but he technically not my son, but he's my old husband's son. I wish when I changed body my consciousness changed with it. I was so lost in my own head that the sound of someone knocking did catch my ear till I heard my name.

"Sydney!" Levi's voice yelled and I looked at the door and for a moment I didn't want to open it but I was already walking there.

It was like a horror movie when the killer is on the other side of the door but the girl is so stupid that she still walks to it. I put one foot in front of the other walking into my own death, and when I was just in front of the door it swung open. I moved backward at Greg walking in with a bag, full of creakers and chips.

"I'm in the shower." He said walking past me and I looked at the door again.

There he stood, my own personal murder, one day if I'm lucky I'll walk to the pearly gates of heaven, and God will ask me what's my greatest sin and I'll reply.

"Levi," I whispered without knowing it.

He pulled me to him and his mouth engulfed mine in a kiss so sweet it made my heart melt. I held his hand as my tongue explored his mouth and he did the same. My chest was pressed to his so perfectly as he pulled from me. He looked at me for a moment making my heart, flutter so hard I took a deep breath.

"You just took a deep breath, how does it feel to breathe?" He asked me.

"You can't feel breathing unless you're suffocating," I replied.

"I know how it feels to suffocate, I have been for a few days but seeing you again made me breathe again." He said almost making my brain hurt from just how much I liked him.

"No funny business out there!" Greg yelled pulling us back into the real world.

Levi walked in and I closed the door behind him, and I wanted to tell him everything. How my consciousness is still his mother, and I remember dating his father. I wanted to explain to him about how much I already loved him, but I can't do this because I know he's the son that I died giving birth too. Levi was my only child I've ever had and this happens the moment I get knocked up.

"Sweetheart!" Levi yelled making me look at him.

"What?" I replied falling onto the bed.

"I'm going to Chicago, soon to make sure everything is good, would you like to come with me?" He asked and I sat next to him on the bed.

"When are you going?" 

"In like two weeks."

"That's when Stacy is coming back."

"So what?"

"Are you sure you're not avoiding her?"

"300% sure, she broke up with me and I moved on with my life to you."

"Alright let's go," Greg said walking out in different baggy sweatpants.

"Levi I'll talk you home," Greg said as we both walked out of the room.

I and Levi both sat in the back seat and I put my head on his should, and he hugged me tightly. I was here before in a relationship that really shouldn't be but I wasn't going to stop. We stopped in front of his house and I stepped out with Levi and he looked at me for a moment. 

"How are you feeling?" A deep voice said behind me and I turned to see Levi's dad.

"Wouldnt you like to know, Jonh Wayne," I said to him and he stopped dead in his tracks and looking at me.

"I'll see you later babe," I said kissing Levi and running away just before my nose started to bleed.

"Bye," Levi yelled as I ran away.

Levi started for the house but his dad didn't move just looked at me and he saw my nose bleeding again. I said to him something that only Kate would have, something I would say to him all the time. We pulled off and maybe there was a way for this nightmare to be fixed, but if not I know how to fix it.