Why him? CH / LH

15-lucky

Happy for me Calum didn't show up at school all week. I had Emma all to myself for once, I was finally happy. I got to hold her every night of the week as well as other things and I loved everything about it. Everything was turning around. The love of my life was finally starting to feel the same way. I hoped that wouldn't change. There was still a part of me that was hurting however because I knew that no matter how hard I was trying to get Emma's mind off of Calum, he was still all she thought about. I hoped one day that would change. But I was trying to keep my mind on the positive, that things were really turning around and I was closer with my friends than I ever had been before. Emma and had been going over to Kalee's or Michael's at least every other day before going back to one of our houses.

Emma's POV

Calum hadn't been going to school all week every time Luke and I walked past his house I couldn't help but wonder what he was doing. His car hadn't left the driveway and I didn't see any car enter it while I was around. In a way I was glad that he didn't come to school because I couldn't have bared to look at his face I should have been really upset not to mention the girl he would have been with couldn't have been me. Was that selfish to say? Right now Luke and I had it going pretty well for us He was happy and I could tell it was good o have him back, it was better to have him the way I did. I didn't regret that I just wished Calum as the one in my bed because I loved Calum. I didn't think that I loved luke.

A few more days passed and still no sign of Calum. I started to overthink what could be happening. I wanted to make sure Cal was okay but at the sie time after what he did to me I wanted to make sure that he wasn't because I wanted him to feel the pain that he'd made me feel. Deep down though I didn't want him to feel any of that. I wasn't like that. I managed to make myself so upset that I wasn't feeling too good I kept myself up all night in my own bed. I rolled over nd looked at my phone when I decided that I was done staring t the ceiling. I checked my phone seeing that it was six thirty in the morning. I rolled to my other side to see Luke still sound asleep warm in the blankets. I didn't want to wake him up but I knew that he'd have too to school. I shook him awake lightly as soon as he saw me he smiled wrapping his arms around me.

"Goodmorning." He said sleepily with a smile.

"You need to get up and go to school." I said he nodded. "I don't think I'm going to come with you though," I said slowly he looked concerned.

"Why are you okay?" I nodded.

"Yeah, I didn't get any sleep though and my head hurts that's all." Luke leaned into me kissing my forehead.

"Well, then I guess I'll get a ride with Mikey." He said as he got up out of bed and started putting his clothes on.

"You're not mad are you?" I asked Luke shook his head.

"No baby." He said as he started to fix his hair and put on a beanie.

"Good I didn't want you to be." Luke came back over to me now that he was all ready to go and pulled the blanket up on me over my shoulder. He kissed my cheek lightly and then my lips.

"I'll see you after school. Love you." He said quickly and quietly I could tell he was nervous and I felt the same as him as I heard him say that.

"I'll see you later." I said kissing his lips one more time and with that Luke turned his back and left me alone in my room. Then I tried to get some sleep.