Septiplier One shots

>Wanted<

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What does it feel like to be wanted?
I want to know.
I want to feel love and happiness.
I'm just so numb.
So unwanted.
So replaceable.
I bet you see other people and think about how much easier it would be for you to be with someone who could actually hold you.
Be with someone who could comfort you on the dark days and kiss you to show you how much you mean to them.

You deserve to feel wanted.

You deserve all the love in the world;
And i'm trying.
I'm trying to give you all I have.
I'd do anything for you.
You are the light at the end of the tunnel.
The star that lights up the gloomy night sky.
The reason I wake up and I try.
These dark days will be worth it when I can hold you, when I can feel your hand in mine and kiss you.
I'm asking you for too much.
I'm asking you to love me for too long.
I'm asking you to wait for me.
I'm asking you if you can please not replace me.
Skype calls, your green, soft hair that I can't even touch.
Your soft, small lips that I can't kiss.
I can't do anything.
I'm such a burden on you.
Yet you tell me you love me.
You make me feel loved.
You give me more than I could ever deserve.
Yet I still don't feel like you need me.
Like if I wasn't here your life would just carry on as normal.
I know my life wouldn't be the same without you, it never could be.