Septiplier One shots

~Someday~

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I don't know if I can ever forgive you.
You left.
You didn't even break up with me, you just took the pills and ended the pain. You also took my heart but instead you gave me the pain.
You gave me the guilt and sadness, you gave me the will to live; and now you're not here, what the hell do I do?
I was only staying so that I could someday be with you.
Mark I was here so that I could spend my life with you.
What the fuck am I going to do now?
I don't have a reason to stay,
Because you were my reason.
My reason not to give up.

You held my hand when everything got hard. You were so bright and loving. You were everything I ever could or would want.
It's my fault. I should have been there for you more. I shouldn't have trusted you with yourself and your thoughts.
I'm sorry that I was so careless.
So reckless and self absorbed.

But soon we'll be together.
My hand will fit back into yours.
And maybe someday we'll get that house we always talked about.
The one upon the hill with the cool wooden door.
Obviously it will have to be in another life, this one was just too short.
Someday the world will be ours Mark.
And someday i'll forgive you.
But that isn't now, and it probably isn't anytime soon.