(1D) Saw ; The Beginning

(5) Chapter Five ; The Seeing Trap .

Harry Styles ; 

  *Click* *Click* *Click*

   

I flinched. What the fuck? My heart was beating so fast it felt like it were going to pump out of my chest. But it seemed like no matter how many times I pulled the trigger, it wouldn't shoot. Louis snatched the gun from my hand and tackled me through the door and to the floor of the next room, pinning an arm behind my back as my face pressed against the floor. All the other boys looked at us in puzzle.

   

  "You almost fucking did it!" Louis screamed, his voice cracking high from emotion. "How could you?? How could you be so fucking selfish!?"

  "Get off of me!" I cried, trying to push him off but his knee was pressed hard against my back. "You have no idea what this feels like-"

   

The door closed behind us all on it's own. We all froze to look back at it as a loud explosion boomed from the other side. Dust from under the door rolled in thickly. I gulped not realizing that would happen.

   

   "Holy shit..." Louis fell off of me and on his ass, making it easier to breath.

  I coughed rolling over. "Fuck!"

   "Fuck you!" Louis came back, crawling onto my chest and putting his hands around my neck choking me. He bawled so hard it was hard to understand his words. "You selfish piece of shit!"

  "Stop! Louis stop it!" Liam yelled trying to pull him off of me but it didn't work. "Louis!!!"

   

I couldn't breathe. I grabbed him by the wrists trying to claw him off but I was weak. My vision started to get blurry. I could still see the burning betrayal in Louis' tear filled eyes. Some part of me wanted him to finish this, but I knew he wouldn't.

   

  "Louis!!!" Zayn yelled, helping Liam pull him off.

   "Louis stop it!" Niall pleaded. "Y-you're killing him! Please!"

   

Finally he let go as I gasped for air, feeling like I needed to puke. I coughed holding my throat as the boys started bickering with each other.

   

   "What the fuck are you doing??" Liam scolded him, pushing Louis down to the floor.

  "He tried to fucking kill himself!" Louis shouted, and just like that, all the eyes were shifted to me.

   "H-Haz?? Is that true??" Liam raised that concerned brow at me. I couldn't even face him, and the way Niall looked at me made me really want to kill myself.

  "Harry...?" Niall's voice cracked as he grimaced in emotion. "W-why??"

   "Ni I'm sorry..." I cried turning away from all of them. "I-I just... I can't... Live with this, this, regret! This pain... This guilt... It's killing me...."

   

 For a moment, the only thing that could be heard were my sobs. I felt the eyes still piled at my back wondering if I were stable or not. But the truth was, I didn't even know if I were stable.

  *Kshhhh*  

  

There was that sound again. I cringed hard just wishing the gun would've have worked. The voices in my head were too loud, I couldn't even think straight.