(1D) Saw ; The Beginning

(1) Chapter Two ; From The Outside .

Eleanor Calder ; 

 "Hey, you've reached Louis. I'm sorry that I couldn't get to the phone. It's probably because my girlfriend is being a twat and not letting me use it- Just kidding babe. I love you! Leave a message-" 

   

I hung up the phone hearing Louis voice for comfort again for the hundreth time. It was official, the boys were missing. I stared blankly at the hotel wall tossing my phone beside me on the bed. I just felt so empty, and I know I wasn't alone.

My eyes have nearly cried all they possibly could. Modest had us all cooped up here in seperate hotel rooms until they could sort everything out. But everyone alredy knew. The boys were missing and they refused to believe it. Danielle looked out the window seeing all their fans pile up down below us. There were news choppers hovering around and the media wanting to know what was happening.

   

  "How you feeling?" I broke the silence, watching as she turned to me whipping her tears.

 "I don't even know-" she frowned. Her voice cracked from holding back her tears. "I-I just, don't understand how we could lose them. I hope they're alright."

  My eyes started to water again. "I-I'm sure they are," I smiled trying to stay positive. "We probably shouldn't worry so much."

   

Danielle, Perrie and I shared one room. In the rooms next to us, we had the SOS boys in one end and the boy's mothers in the other. From the mothers' room we could hear nothing but sobs and screams of pain.

   

   "How could you fucking lose them??" we heard Anne screaming next door at someone with a shaky voice. Just by her tone we could tell she were crying. "How could you let this happen to my baby boy...." 

   

Both Dani and I cringed at the sound of that. She sat beside me, hugging me for comfort as she rested her head on my shoulder. I looked over at Perrie who lied fast asleep in the bed next to us. She kept making little noises, grimacing excessively.

   

  *Knock* *Knock* 

 I froze looking towards the door. "Who is it??"

  "I-It's me" their reply vaguely made it past the door. I got up and made my way over to the doorway when I recognized Luke's voice. "It's Luke-"

 "Hey" I smiled shyly, opening the door trying to hide the fact that I was crying. "What's up?"

  He scratched his head and shrugged. "How you holding up?"

 I tried to stray from his eyes. "I-I'm fine... You really didn't have to check on me-"

   

He grabbed my hand, forcing me to look up into him. I gulped trying to resist but I found it hard to. What am I doing? Danielle was watching, and she couldn't know. I pushed him off of me and turned around to face her.

    

  "I-I'll be right back Dani," I sniffled grabbing my coat from the closet. I didn't want her to be suspicious, she couldn't know. "I'm gonna go down to the cafe with Luke, did you want something-"

 "Alright..." she sniffled, smiling through the tears. "I'm okay, thank you though."

   

I nodded at her and went on. The door closed behind me and I no longer felt the need to hold my breath. Luke smiled cheekily at me but I only shook my head sternly at him.