F I X E D

Chappy 75

I was looking for my phone in my bag when I touched a rough square shaped little thing.

I'm waiting for my flight to Japan, in an hour I'll leave this country.

Nilabas ko ang nakuha ko sa loob ng bag. It's a necklace that Zenon gave me, eto yung nagpanggap siyang iniwan ako at may ginawang importante.

Iiwan din pala bakit hindi noon pa?

It was shining brightly as the sunlight reflect on it, it was like an innocent memory with the one I love, a bittersweet love. I love him but I hate him, I love him but I can't stay, I love him but he already has a wife.

"Kristin...." I heard a familiar voice, he's the only one who calls me by my second name.

"What are you doing here?" I faced him with my frowned face.

I swear if he's here to make me change my mind that won't change no matter what, I can't handle it anymore, I can't handle the pain, i can't bear the pain living inside me when he hurted me.

I buried the Zid I know, she's weak and has a golden heart for Zenon, marupok siya pag dating kay Zenon, mahina siya pag dating kay Zenon.

Dati I was perfect with him, now I feel broken when I'm with him, he's the one who fixed my useless and sad heart, I didn't know he's the one who will break them too.

Now I feel a complete fool, nagpadala ako, damn ang pogi kasi, mabait, matalino, and he's words are gold in my heart, just those words can make me a billionaire, but when he left me, I felt broke at the same time broken.

"Zid...." Magkaiba sila ni Zenon Zid, he's my best friend, and my sister's boyfriend, he's not Zenon so be good to him.

"Kasimiro, Why are you here?" I remained seated, he looks like Zenon but I can't see Zenon's eyes when I look at Kasi's.

They're different, Kasi has that place in my heart as a friend and a family, while Zenon he took my whole heart with him, I didn't even have enough left to love myself.

"Are you sure you're leaving? Kelan ka babalik?"

"When I retrieve my heart back, I guess that will never happen Kasi, I'll leave but I'll stay inside your heart right?"

Hindi ibig sabihin na aalis ako titigil nadin ang connection namin as friends, lalayo pero hindi maglalaho.

He walked towards me then he tapped my shoulder.

"Yes you are, I'll take care of your family when you're gone, don't forget to inform me, be safe Zid...."

I felt sad, but I won't let those sadness break me again.

He turned his back and walked away, he turned his gaze to me and for the last time, I heard his voice.

"'til we meet again....."

"Next flight will be Manila to Japan, departure will start in a minute"

I guess I'll leave for the mean time, it's time to heal myself, to heal my broken soul.

Ganito pala talaga pag broken hearted, umalis para maglaan ng panahon para mahalin ang sarili, broken girls like me loved as much we can already give them all that we have, but in the end we haven't give that all to ourselves.

Please love myself, love yourself.

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