F I X E D

Chappy 82

"So you already settled things with Gwen" Taki teased me, I told them that I wasn't happy about the marriage, even my friends don't know what truly happened that lead me marrying a woman that I don't love.

' Gwen's parents threatened me '

I had to broke up with Zid because of that, I couldn't handle all of it since it came so sudden, my mind was close and I didn't listened to my heart, I hurted Keira physically and emotionally.

My parents are against to our relationship too, they threatened me, they said if I wasn't going to break up with Zid they will consume their company and even Kassandra's shop.

' Wala silang patawad, kahit pamilya ng mahal ko dinamay nila '

I closed my eyes to hold back my feelings, everything's a mess I just can't go back to Zid and tell he her that I still love her.
It won't change anything.

"You're drunk again are you? Diba she hates seeing you drunk?" Taki spoke through the phone.

"I'm not drunk" I lied.

"Wait Zid!" Taki shouted at the other line.

Zid? So Zid is with Taki and Taki is in Japan, I've been searching for her for a long time, she's been staying in Japan for a year.

Kaya pala hindi ko siya mahagilap sa pilipinas, hindi ko siya hinanap sa pamilya niya I don't have the guts to face her family after what I've done.

She's in Japan, I want to go to see her, to talk to her and to hug her.
But she must've flew and live secretly there to prevent me entering her life again.

' I wish she's happy '

Kahit wag na ako ang maging masaya, kahit ako na lang ang mag bitbit ng lahat nang kawalanghiyaan ko, basta maging masaya ulit siya.

'even if it's not with me '

I ended the call, ayokong marinig ang boses niya dahil baka hindi ako makapag pigil at puntahan siya sa Japan.

It's tough to conquer all of this problems alone, I don't have my parents, my friends are far away and I don't have Zid.

I'm so tired dealing with these problems alone, I just want to sleep.

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Zid's

"Hmm, Sore wa sutoresu no seidesu, sorehodo shinkokude wanainode imaya ni kaeru koto ga dekimasu" (it's because of stress, it's not that serious so you can go home now)

"Arigato"

I woke up on a hospital bed, i heard a familiar voice "Nahimatay ka before going into your room kagabi" it was Fix.

"Buti na lang sinundan kita kundi nakahilata ka parin dun hanggang ngayon" i smiled because of his mischief, alam kong gusto lang niyang makarinig ng 'thank you' mula sakin kaya ganyan.

"Salamat Fix" 

he said that i can go home at stress lang ang dahilan kung bakit ako hinimatay.

"Alam mo, you can just accept everything and move forward and i know it's hard but if you try to learn how to forgive, trust me it's all worth the pain"

he suddenly spoke while we're on our way home "I heard a news but i think i'm not in the position to tell you that" 

"ano yun?" 

"tanungin mo nalang si Taki"

"Bakit ko pa siya tatanungin eh nandito ka naman?"

"Ano ba yan Zid, paulit-ulit ka?"

ha?

"Wala ako sa posisyon para magsabi nun" naging seryoso ang tono ng pagsasalita niya

"Eh bakit? tito ka naman ni Taki ah"

"Zid! Anata wa bakadesu!" (you're stupid)

"Ha?"

i continued teasing him, wala lang natatawa ako eh, hanggang sa makarating kami sa hotel iniinis ko parin siya.

"Oh, bahala ka na diyan ah dun muna ako sa taas"

"Bakit mo ko iiwan dito? ayoko nga mag-isa"

"Bahala ka pupunta-punta ka sa japan tapos mag-isa ka tapos bobo pa"

"Wow!" nasabihan pako ng bobo, walanghiya siya!

iniwan ko siya dun, duh alam ko naman kung pano makapunta sa office ni Taki kahit wag na niya ako tulungan!

"Zid! huwag kang pumunta diyan!" pahabol na sigaw ni Fix, i didn't listen to him, Taki won't get mad at me, he's my friend.

I secretly sneak in his office, nakatalikod siya while talking someone on the phone, naka speaker pa, what the heck?

"I already broke up with her" some strange voice echoed.

"Yeah she's pain in the ass" Taki answered.

"I gave her parents some money, alam kong ako lang ang pag-asa nila para makabangon ulit"

What? Ano siya, charity?

"You could've left her, kahit hindi mo na sana binigyan ng pera"

" *Sigh* I'm not that bad Taki, they need my money, kaya nga nila binenta si Gwen sakin, pero hindi ko kailangan ng pera lalo na nang babae, I once had one"

binenta?! they're selling girls?!

"You did was right, hanga ako sayo Zenon"

Zenon

Zenon

Zenon.....